Okay, there's something I'd like to clear up, and I'm going to do so by uploading some embarrassing scans I keep on my computer to remind me of this. Art can be learned, but it takes years of dedication if you're not naturally talented. I am not "naturally" talented. I went to a school of which I'm still paying loans off, and even then I'm leagues better than when I graduated because I just kept at for for the last.... goddamn it'll be 10 years now in May.
These are drawings I did. In high school. How I ever thought I could be an artist at the time is beyond me (never mind why my parents thought it was worth helping me go), but here they are.
Hell, even after going to art school for a year or so, it wasn't that much better...
I graduated art school in 2003. After graduating I kept working, kept pushing myself to get better. I drew. I cried. I drew again. I cried when it got ripped to shreads for being "shit" and "how the fuck did you graduate art school?!" comments online, etc. Years of tears and depression, thoughts of having wasted all those years, crying myself to sleep. It's taken 10 years, and I fear I have many more years ahead of me that I need to improve. But I will keep going. Because I HAVE made strides. I can see them.
From here:
To here a few years later:
And now last year: