ok, I know its just me but I feel seriously stupid right now. I just finished all the of the endings of Rin but for some reason I have very little understanding of it.From what I understand its just about Rins passion of art, while Hisao tries her to open up to him with little to no success and the good ending being Rin finally getting rid of all the pressures put on her and making her own decisions?
I really really suck at all interpreting stuff a lot of times and I feel like Im wrong with what I understand, would be glad if someone can explain it to me. I think I can see the dots, its just that I can't connect them in any meaningful way...
As far as I understood it (and this is based off one reading), Rin's primary problem is that she finds it impossible to communicate with anybody except through art, but even then people are always asking her to try and explain what she means through her art. She thinks that art will help her communicate better with other people (and the teacher and the gallery manager encourage this approach, though for different reasons) but even at the gallery all the artistic types have no fucking idea what she's saying and turn to her for her meaning of it. The reason she gets wrapped up in a passion about her art is because it's her method of communication. What Hisao does is allows her to communicate to an extent (even though it's an imperfect method) without her art, and thus, she doesn't particularly need to use the art itself as an anchor (additionally, she'd gotten it into her head that in order to be a great artist she needed to 'destroy herself', which was getting dangerous). So the ending is her learning that being able to connect to other people is an imperfect process but one that still is... well, you know. What's that word...?