I'm starting to feel overwhelmed by the caliber of opponent I'm now playing against.
Like, I'm still very much in "learning the basics" mode (item purchasing decisions, last-hitting consistency, still don't know what abilities 50% of the roster do to have a good feel for what is and isn't safe to do) and I'm playing consistently against people that have clearly been playing for a very, very long time. It's not that I dislike working hard for wins or getting my ass kicked. That's been true for the last few weeks since I started. BUT...I don't feel like I'm getting time to really learn the new champ's combos or really get a feel for how to use them effectively. I'm too worried about trying to not get fucking wrecked by that Gold I guy with 2,000 wins across from me. I was fine going through that "ugly" phase with a given champ against others who were also clearly learning as they went along...but going through it against people who've been there and done that 100 times...
...Idunno. I liked having a margin for error because I still feel pretty clueless. Expectations were lower and mistakes didn't make you feel like a lane has been decided.
Should I just deal with it? Play against bots for awhile until I feel better about some of these champs? Suck it up and deal with all 30's in every game? Make a new account? Keep in mind I've been playing for less than a month.