There's this guy I've been talking to for a couple of weeks now... I mentioned him before, he wrote me on instamessage. He's really cute he likes videogames and lots of other stuff that I like as well. We finally met on friday. We came to my place and watched a movie.
It was really nice, at some point I grabbed his arm while we were watching (we were both in bed), then I rested my head on his chest and that kind of stuff. By the end of the movie we were cuddling, which I hadn't done in a while so it felt amazing. We ended up making out too.
Then it all felt apart the moment he mentioned that he had to get home "early". He's 21 (about to turn 22), still in the closet to his family, lives with his uncle and grandparents (his parents live in another town), had his first boyfriend just a few months ago.
I'm probably making a bigger deal out of it than it actually is but it's just a bummer to me, as I've mentioned before I've been living pretty much on my own for about 7 years so I'd like someone who is kind of in the same place that I am, where we can stay up until whatever time we want, fall asleep or whatever, not having to worry about relatives calling or being mad because you didn't get home at the time you were supposed to.
Yes, I'm getting ahead of myself quite a bit, I know I do that a lot. I'm just not sure about it, I don't want him to get really into me if this is not going to work out. I think I'm willing to go further anyway but this is probably just something that's not meant to last, as you guys know I want to leave this place as soon as I can (I sort of brought it up to him but just because we were talking about something else). He's a very sweet guy, we spent most of yesterday together, had lunch, watched tv
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Obviously now that I'm "dating" someone, that other crazy dude who always seemed to turn down my invitations to hang out is back.