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LGBTQIA+ |OT9| The Return of the Queen

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Pamplemousse

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My life is so sad. After that obese man threatened to rob me on Grindr, I worry about leaving anything of value in my apartment, and I have a crush on this guy who comes over to get head off me from time to time. He's totally my type, hot and masculine, but he'd never want me. Nobody would ever want me as I'm what is considered undesirable in the gay scene.

Still, I can't help fantasizing about being closer to him. He's nice to me and even bothers to text me sometimes, but I think he's just being polite. He could get anyone he wanted, so I wouldn't stand a chance with him. I don't know why he even talks to or hooks up with me.

If only I didn't have my voice, I could have possibly had a chance, but I had to suffer this curse apparently. While I hope there is no afterlife, if there is, I hope I can change it there, make it what it should have been here. I'd be able to do all the things I wish I could do now, like sing and be social, instead being hidden away. I cry as I type this and think about that. I'd love to do those things.
 
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Bladenic

Member
I'm sorry you're feeling low but you know tons of people have what is considered the stereotypical gay voice right? That's not some curse. If people don't like that, that's on them. Not everyone is masc4masc

And you're feeling bad because you think he doesn't like you, but like, he obviously let's you blow him on the reg lmao. Correct me if I'm wrong but I bet you're the one who said "want me to blow you, nothing necessary in return."
 
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B-Dex

Member
Can we stop the self-pity party. Love yourselves people. Like I am not perfect by any means but I at least know I'm pretty handsome and have some worth.
 
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CornBurrito

Member
Pamplemousse said:
My life is so sad. After that obese man threatened to rob me on Grindr, I worry about leaving anything of value in my apartment, and I have a crush on this guy who comes over to get head off me from time to time. He's totally my type, hot and masculine, but he'd never want me. Nobody would ever want me as I'm what is considered undesirable in the gay scene.

Still, I can't help fantasizing about being closer to him. He's nice to me and even bothers to text me sometimes, but I think he's just being polite. He could get anyone he wanted, so I wouldn't stand a chance with him. I don't know why he even talks to or hooks up with me.

If only I didn't have my voice, I could have possibly had a chance, but I had to suffer this curse apparently. While I hope there is no afterlife, if there is, I hope I can change it there, make it what it should have been here. I'd be able to do all the things I wish I could do now, like sing and be social, instead being hidden away. I cry as I type this and think about that. I'd love to do those things.
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I can't believe you think a "gay" voice makes you undesirable in the gay scene.

Internalized. Homophobia.
 
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Sibylus

Banned
Butterfly Witch said:
Party is overdue. One of such items was already here last time you were here.
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I can't hold all these revelations
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Captain Europe

Captain Europe

Member
Pamplemousse said:
My life is so sad. After that obese man threatened to rob me on Grindr, I worry about leaving anything of value in my apartment, and I have a crush on this guy who comes over to get head off me from time to time. He's totally my type, hot and masculine, but he'd never want me. Nobody would ever want me as I'm what is considered undesirable in the gay scene.

Still, I can't help fantasizing about being closer to him. He's nice to me and even bothers to text me sometimes, but I think he's just being polite. He could get anyone he wanted, so I wouldn't stand a chance with him. I don't know why he even talks to or hooks up with me.

If only I didn't have my voice, I could have possibly had a chance, but I had to suffer this curse apparently. While I hope there is no afterlife, if there is, I hope I can change it there, make it what it should have been here. I'd be able to do all the things I wish I could do now, like sing and be social, instead being hidden away. I cry as I type this and think about that. I'd love to do those things.
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I've seen loads of guys who have ''gay'' voices with partners, not everyone is looking for the most masculine guy out there.

The best thing to do is to accept and love yourself the way you are, a voice isn't something that should turn someone off. But if it really makes you that self-conscious, get some voice training classes. Part of our voices are genetics, and part is learnt, you can train it to sound different.
 
Monocle

Monocle

Member
Pamplemousse said:
My life is so sad. After that obese man threatened to rob me on Grindr, I worry about leaving anything of value in my apartment, and I have a crush on this guy who comes over to get head off me from time to time. He's totally my type, hot and masculine, but he'd never want me. Nobody would ever want me as I'm what is considered undesirable in the gay scene.

Still, I can't help fantasizing about being closer to him. He's nice to me and even bothers to text me sometimes, but I think he's just being polite. He could get anyone he wanted, so I wouldn't stand a chance with him. I don't know why he even talks to or hooks up with me.

If only I didn't have my voice, I could have possibly had a chance, but I had to suffer this curse apparently. While I hope there is no afterlife, if there is, I hope I can change it there, make it what it should have been here. I'd be able to do all the things I wish I could do now, like sing and be social, instead being hidden away. I cry as I type this and think about that. I'd love to do those things.
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Guess you didn't take my advice to get professional help.

Stop doing this to yourself. There's nothing wrong with you apart from your toxic self-loathing.
 
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Mysterious

Banned
I've drunk texted my dad that I have sex with other guys (which he supported), he's accidentally walked into me watching gay porn as a teen and asked me if I was gay and said it's okay if I was, so I'm going to formally come out to him as bi (I'm in all honesty like 60% gay 40% straight).

The one who's actually clueless about all this is my mother, who is really homophobic. But she loves me to death, and said she has no meaning in this world without me, so I'm concerned how to approach her.

My sister already knows everything, and supports me. :)

I've also slowly started telling my inner circle of friends, and they don't treat me any different!
 
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RatskyWatsky

Hunky Nostradamus
Pamplemousse said:
My life is so sad. After that obese man threatened to rob me on Grindr, I worry about leaving anything of value in my apartment, and I have a crush on this guy who comes over to get head off me from time to time. He's totally my type, hot and masculine, but he'd never want me. Nobody would ever want me as I'm what is considered undesirable in the gay scene.

Still, I can't help fantasizing about being closer to him. He's nice to me and even bothers to text me sometimes, but I think he's just being polite. He could get anyone he wanted, so I wouldn't stand a chance with him. I don't know why he even talks to or hooks up with me.

If only I didn't have my voice, I could have possibly had a chance, but I had to suffer this curse apparently. While I hope there is no afterlife, if there is, I hope I can change it there, make it what it should have been here. I'd be able to do all the things I wish I could do now, like sing and be social, instead being hidden away. I cry as I type this and think about that. I'd love to do those things.
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sis watch that documentary i recommended you a few pages back
 
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