'm sorry, this was a horrible disaster, but anyone who is dumb enough to run into a wave that big especially when everyone else is running for their life...
Swedish mother defies the odds
January 3, 2005
SHE ran fearlessly into the tsunami in a desperate bid to save her three sons - and miraculously survived.
For a week the world thought Karin Svaerd and her children were dead, among more than 127,600 victims of the Asian tidal wave disaster.
The images of a panic-stricken Mrs Svaerd were published around the world, including The Daily Telegraph on Friday, showing the panic-stricken mother running into the surf as tourists around her fled in fear of their lives.
"I had to try and save my children, nothing was going to stop me," Mrs Svaerd, 37, said yesterday.
In a remarkable story of survival, the Swedish policewoman yesterday told of the worst hour of her life - and how her entire family somehow made it through the waves of destruction unscathed.
With the final death toll still unknown, amazing stories of survival are emerging in the wake of the 10m waves that devastated South-East Asia.
Mrs Svaerd was at Thailand's Hat Rai Lay beach, near Krabi, with her husband and their sons Anton, 14, Filip, 11 and Viktor, 10, who could not see the first wave as it thundered ashore.
"I was yelling at them to run, run but they couldn't hear me," Mrs Svaerd said.
When they did not hear her, she started running towards them, screaming: "Oh my God, not my children."
Mrs Svaerd was barely 20m from the boys when the family was engulfed by the tsunami and separated.
She clung to a palm tree after the wave swept her to land but lost her grip and was washed to higher ground alone.
"I could see a white wall of water coming towards the beach from the horizon getting bigger and bigger," she said. "People were starting to shout and scream, 'Get off the beach, get off the beach'.
"I started to shout, 'Run in, run in' at my boys. They'd been snorkelling and playing in the surf.
"But because of the noise on the beach and because they were 200m away they couldn't hear me.
"They didn't know the wave was coming towards them, so I started running into the sea.
"I could hear people shouting at me, 'Get off the beach', as I ran past them but I ignored them.
"Terror was coming up inside me. I could feel it.
"But I was so focused I just started running to my family. My husband Lars started running towards them too. I was shouting to Lars, 'Take the children away'.
"I could see the fear in the boys' faces. They started to move to the beach but the ground was heavy and they were not doing so well.
"I was running towards them. I could see this white wall coming to me and it was coming faster.
"I did not care. I was looking at my children. I wanted to hold them and care for them. I can remember the white foam, how the surf took them up and they disappeared.
"Maybe a second or two later the wave hit me and took me up. I thought I was going to die.
"The strength of the wave was so strong, there was no way I could hold on."
When she washed up on higher ground she was confronted by parents facing the same fears as hers - looking for their lost families.
"I thought my family were dead," Mrs Svaerd said.
"My life was over as far as I could see it. My children were taken away from me.
"It was 10 minutes - the worst 10 minutes in my life - before I found my family together on the higher ground away from the water.
"The boys were with Lars and [their uncle] Per.
"They were all holding each other looking very frightened and confused.
"I rushed to them and yelled, 'Thank God you are alive'. We hugged each other. All around us people were shouting for their families and I could feel their fear."
The family returned to Sweden on Thursday.
The Daily Telegraph