Frid is a former enforcer. He fought hundreds of times over three years of junior hockey and eight seasons in the lower minor leagues. By his count, he has had at least 75 concussions, including multiple times where he was knocked unconscious. Hes 41 but appears much older. Even on good days, he struggles with basic tasks like bending down to pick something up. His hands have been broken so many times that he labours to do up his shirt buttons; his nose is so battered he often cant breathe out of it.
But its the damage to his brain that is most troubling. His long-term memory is poor. He has anxiety disorder and headaches and usually cant sleep through the night. One neurologist believes Frid shows early signs of Parkinsons disease. Another has diagnosed him with dystonia, a movement disorder that causes painful muscle contractions in his legs, feet and hands.
Frid is likely living with chronic traumatic encephalopathy (CTE), the degenerative disease that is being found posthumously at an alarmingly high rate in the brains of many former football and hockey players. He never made the NHL, but is an example of the damage that can be done in hockeys minor circuits, where a higher level of violence is the norm.
Declared permanently disabled in his mid-30s, Frid believes he is now fighting for his life. He is certain that he has an advanced form of CTE Stage III or IV, he says but wants to become an advocate for former players in his situation. He wants junior leagues to eliminate fighting, which he calls legalized violence among minors. And he wants to warn parents about kids following his path. Most of all, he doesnt want anyone else to end up like him, abandoned by the game.
I wont last another few years, he said.