"It's maybe that whole thing about I want to try and see if I can make it," Komarov explained. "If not, then I'm going to live with it. But if I [stayed] in [the] KHL, yeah it's good money, it's nice to be there, but then when I'm 40, [my kids] are going to ask me 'Why didn't you play in the NHL?'"
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The lockout is stalling his chase at the moment, so for now Komarov will line up as a pesky agitator for the Marlies. He'll have to wait to grapple with the NHL, but 15 years down the line when he's approaching 40, he can at least tell his kids he took a shot.
"And now they can ask if I didn't make it, I'm going to tell them 'I didn't make it' and if I make it they're not going to ask why didn't you play over there. That's the point."