That doesn't make any sense from any standpoint. She became a fairy to be powerful enough to kill the great evil that was threatening her son, which was her. She's given the option to give up her power, thus vanquishing the great evil and keeping her son safe, but she wants to keep her power to protect her son from the great evil that would be gone if she gave it up since it's her.
Alright, that's one paradox, unless you want to tell me there's a 2nd great evil just hanging out.
On top of that, when she does finally meet adult Rumple and he questions her about abandoning him, her words aren't "I've been looking for you this whole time." They're more "haha, fuck you" and she flies away. In what way does this benefit her ultimate plan of escaping and finding Rumple? She's either full of shit or the writers just forgot the first half of the season.
Alright, that's one paradox, unless you want to tell me there's a 2nd great evil just hanging out.
On top of that, when she does finally meet adult Rumple and he questions her about abandoning him, her words aren't "I've been looking for you this whole time." They're more "haha, fuck you" and she flies away. In what way does this benefit her ultimate plan of escaping and finding Rumple? She's either full of shit or the writers just forgot the first half of the season.