Do you guys remember the girl I posted about back in the wintertime, then a few months ago? We went for drinks, after meeting online, and then went to a movie. We held hands there, and it seemed to go well, but she told me she needed to figure herself out and focus on trying to get over her depression before entering into a relationship.
We dated one more time, months later, as I posted then. She asked if I'd like to go out again, on her, and we got food then went to see Zootopia. She held my hand, then asked to kiss me before she got out of my truck.
Then nothing happened afterwards.
Today, she messaged me on Facebook, asking if I knew of an easy way to commit suicide. I told her no, and that no way would be easy. I sympathize with her because I have the same thoughts, especially after losing my Mom, but I think I talked her out of it. I told her if she wanted to get a beer we could, and she ended up asking if she could come over here. So she did.
We went and got food, and she was nice enough to pay. She said, "You drove, so I pay." Then, when we got back to my Dad's truck, the key wouldn't turn in the ignition. I tried, she tried and then I had to call a family friend who's a mechanic. Of course, he fixed it almost immediately by reefing on the wheel and getting the ignition to turn.
It was embarrassing, but she laughed about it and wasn't mad. We had a good laugh.
I asked her if she wanted to watch a movie after we ate, so we watched part of one before she had to go. She had once considered getting drunk with me, but knew she'd have to drive home, so we each just had 2 beers. We watched part of the movie and my cat wedged himself between us. I didn't make a move, A) Because I don't know what she's thinking and B) I didn't want to take advantage of her.
She just left.
She had wanted to game, but I said it'd be hard with my OCD. She then said, "What if I trade you sex for gaming?" to which I replied that I didn't want to take advantage of her/would never ask for that and would just try to push past the OCD.
