Well, I believe that I mentioned that, when I was bored the other day, I went through and liked all of the interesting/attractive girls in my area on a dating site.
One replied, and I talked to her for a few minutes, but it didn't go well. I'm not good at socializing, especially with women.
Well, another girl replied today. She's four years younger, but pretty attractive and really nice. The message was short and said that she thought I seemed like a nice person that she would like to get to know, and I replied to it.
We talked quite a bit tonight - for about three hours in total, off and on. I was worried that I maybe made myself sound like a bad person to try dating, though, because I got too comfortable and mentioned that I deal with mental illness (I wanted to be honest), and that I work from home and my sleeping schedule sometimes gets reversed. Also that I live at home and spend a lot of my time looking after and obsessing about the health of a disabled parent.
Her one parent is sick, too, so she said she understands and knows how it feels. However, there was one comment where she made it seem as if she thought I was unable to leave and we'd have to hang out here.
I maybe erred, but asked if I'd said something to scare her away, which she said no to and that I'd done fine - a couple of times. I think even doing that could've scared her away, and hope she wasn't just being nice. She said we'd talk more tomorrow, and I'm going to try to be less weird.
(No seriously I'll fix your computer 0.0)"