Ok think I need to just take a break for a while. I fought pretty hard to get to challenger elite last season and though I gave up on reaching the blues I felt like I'd made progress. Now I just can't gauge my own performance at all anymore.
Since I quit ranked last season I've started picking up on wall drags and got it to where I can sometimes get a second hit in for the shot, though not quite air dribble yet. This for me was a milestone but now I'm playing prospect elites who are doing air dribbles to floor pinch shots consistently and yet claim they were Challenger II etc last season. I knew I wasn't good, but now I'm really doubting if I'm even progressing at all.
I know MM is borked for now and this will happen but for ranked it's a real downer, especially when these people could have been shooting star before for all I know. It's nice playing with way better players which I don't usually get to do but I really wish we had some indication of how skilled this person was before the reset. Alas it's only indicated on the very cream of the crop. Player matches will have to keep me going I guess and just try improve my game.