bob_arctor
Tough_Smooth
Well...yeah, pretty much lol. I think I'm too mentally weak to be playing SFV or fighters online in general. I take too many things personally. I'll tell myself that my opponent is taunting me just by doing stuff that works.
I'll be even more real, I think I tolerated SF4 more because I won more. But SFV has skill based match making so I get bodied more often. Which leads to me trying to "make up" for my losses. And that never ends well because I'll just loop myself into a endless cycle where someone new will piss me off and I'll get more upset and vengeful towards another guy.
I know this all sounds rather sad and pathetic. But I find it therapeutic to get it out of my system.
Nah, it's fine, it's good to talk about stuff like this because all of us go through it on various levels and ways. SF4 was like that for me at first. It really opened my eyes to how terrible I was in the grand scheme of Street Fighter. Up to that point, I hadn't realized just how damn good people were. So I went from being the man on my block that used to bust people's ass in any Street Fighter to getting my shit handed to me. Matter of fact, pretty sure my first online sets in SF4 were against Haunts iirc.
Maybe you can ease your way back with other fighters? I know only SF gets me stressed and angry when I start losing a lot.