Geeky/Nerds I've always been super friendly/appreciate.
Being on the other side of the dichotomy, a jock once removed, you start to see past the facade of macho bullshit and you're surrounded by emotional man children who are sometimes more insecure that the most weeb of weebs.
I mean in real life. I've come to terms with it (although it wasn't a huge struggle, more like "Oh, seems like I'm a masochist." and just continued on with my day).
You win, but you don't have to PM it to me. I don't make any effort to hide anything. I'm just retarded about telling people things about me, mostly because I get embarassed but partly because I like seeing people guess.
I really need to find a main in ultimax.
Gonna ask one of you frienders to just sit down with me and fuck around one of these days until I'm all set.
Romars I'm looking at you
I probably carried in enough p4a yu and kanji to float by at least but I want to get gud again.
You win, but you don't have to PM it to me. I don't make any effort to hide anything. I'm just retarded about telling people things about me, mostly because I get embarassed but partly because I like seeing people guess.
mine was always green but just because I my favorite color was green as a kid, I didnt like power rangers as I kid, I still dont really care for sentai.
my current fave color is black and red.
Geeky/Nerds I've always been super friendly/appreciate.
Being on the other side of the dichotomy, a jock once removed, you start to see past the facade of macho bullshit and you're surrounded by emotional man children who are sometimes more insecure that the most weeb of weebs.
Geeky/Nerds I've always been super friendly/appreciate.
Being on the other side of the dichotomy, a jock once removed, you start to see past the facade of macho bullshit and you're surrounded by emotional man children who are sometimes more insecure that the most weeb of weebs.
I'm not sure if you've been reading "do you guys like me"gaf, but we aren't much better.
But still, I feel for you, man. At least I'm at RIT, surrounded by cool nerds.
You win, but you don't have to PM it to me. I don't make any effort to hide anything. I'm just retarded about telling people things about me, mostly because I get embarassed but partly because I like seeing people guess.
I see my friends doing just that, is all. I'm more just worried we're gonna end up too busy for bullshit. Maybe we'd just have to plan things to get together.
Yeah man, no reason to grow up and become boring. There are times where you need to act like an adult but that doesn't mean you need to have a stick perpetually stuck up your ass.
S'fine. I don't care if people know anything about me. I wouldn't hint towards things I did. I treat it like a game because it makes things easier. Nothing worse than people walking on eggshells because it makes you feel like a freak.
Just found a post when I was depressed during my crunchyroll days. I'm waaaay better now btw. The first part was just a rant about stuff, but this part is still kind of true, but I've matured from there. I wrote this last year around this time.
READ AT YOUR OWN TOLERANCE FOR ANNOYING TEENAGE SADNESS:
I've been seriously depressed lately, and am really just a wreck. I have been under a lot of pressure from my friends, who tell me that I am not good at understanding other people and their emotions, and that I don't really have any emotions of my own. I do have emotions, I get sad, laugh, feel happy, all that good stuff, but I guess I just don't act or react the way I'm supposed to. People tell me that so and so likes me, and they want me to ask them out or whatever, or they ask me out, and I say no. I don't know if its out of reflex and my fear of rejection, or is it because of something else? I have been thinking a lot lately, and that is probably not good at all. I haven't been talking to other people about my problems and that just made them fester inside of me like a disease. I've been thinking a lot about how much I care about other people. Would I miss them if they died? If they got sick, would I be worried? If they were sad, would I care? Do I help them because that's what I think you are supposed to do in this situation? I don't know. I think that outside of my family, there isn't one person I actually care about at all.
RELEVANT PART:
...My friends are just something to do, something fun. If I don't care about anyone, how can I have a girlfriend? Isn't that the whole point? You care enough about somebody and BAM they are girlfriend potential? I don't want a girlfriend who I don't care about, and just use to pass time. That doesn't feel right. But then what is right? What is wrong with me!? I should care about some people, I have spent years of my life with them. But I don't give a damn about their well being at all. What does this say about me? What is wrong with me!?
Now I just find it hard to get physical and extremely close to a girl I like, so I settle on the friend stage instead. Baby steps...
Yeah man, no reason to grow up and become boring. There are times where you need to act like an adult but that doesn't mean you need to have astick perpetually stuck up your ass.
Have you discovered how awesome slidehead is yet? Not only can it shut down a keep away characters game right quick, you can spam it and trick players into jumping into the air super [though that trick is bordering on scumbag tactics, admittedly]
S'fine. I don't care if people know anything about me. I wouldn't hint towards things I did. I treat it like a game because it makes things easier. Nothing worse than people walking on eggshells because it makes you feel like a freak.
I'm still stupid about this, but whatever it is, I really doubt there's anything short of thievery or murder that would make me think any differently of any of you guys.
You win, but you don't have to PM it to me. I don't make any effort to hide anything. I'm just retarded about telling people things about me, mostly because I get embarassed but partly because I like seeing people guess.
The irony in canadians PM and your avatar makes me laugh.Guess!
Here's a hint that even the most dense person can get. Take the character in my avatar's plot element and invert it.
You sound exactly like me. Telling people straight is kinda embarrassing and takes some of the fun out of it.
Something about looking like a girl but actually a guy? I mean I haven't even gotten to Naoto in P4 yet so I dunno any more than she's a genius detective.. What if you're a dumb criminal!! OH MY GAAWWDD!
That's pretty much how I am. I don't want a girlfriend for the sake of having a girlfriend. If I meet someone that I enjoy spending time with and there's a mutual attraction, then hey, I'd love that. But, I'm not going to force myself to spend time with someone I don't like just for sex and appearances of having a girlfriend.
I don't need to be in a relationship to feel like a successful human being, like some people seem to.
Something about looking like a girl but actually a guy? I mean I haven't even gotten to Naoto in P4 yet so I dunno any more than she's a genius detective.. What if you're a dumb criminal!! OH MY GAAWWDD!
Just found a post when I was depressed during my crunchyroll days. I'm waaaay better now btw. The first part was just a rant about stuff, but this part is still kind of true, but I've matured from there. I wrote this last year around this time.
READ AT YOUR OWN TOLERANCE FOR ANNOYING TEENAGE SADNESS:
I've been seriously depressed lately, and am really just a wreck. I have been under a lot of pressure from my friends, who tell me that I am not good at understanding other people and their emotions, and that I don't really have any emotions of my own. I do have emotions, I get sad, laugh, feel happy, all that good stuff, but I guess I just don't act or react the way I'm supposed to. People tell me that so and so likes me, and they want me to ask them out or whatever, or they ask me out, and I say no. I don't know if its out of reflex and my fear of rejection, or is it because of something else? I have been thinking a lot lately, and that is probably not good at all. I haven't been talking to other people about my problems and that just made them fester inside of me like a disease. I've been thinking a lot about how much I care about other people. Would I miss them if they died? If they got sick, would I be worried? If they were sad, would I care? Do I help them because that's what I think you are supposed to do in this situation? I don't know. I think that outside of my family, there isn't one person I actually care about at all.
RELEVANT PART:
...My friends are just something to do, something fun. If I don't care about anyone, how can I have a girlfriend? Isn't that the whole point? You care enough about somebody and BAM they are girlfriend potential? I don't want a girlfriend who I don't care about, and just use to pass time. That doesn't feel right. But then what is right? What is wrong with me!? I should care about some people, I have spent years of my life with them. But I don't give a damn about their well being at all. What does this say about me? What is wrong with me!?
Now I just find it hard to get physical and extremely close to a girl I like, so I settle on the friend stage instead. Baby steps...
Let me just tell you that a lot of people question themselves about what they care about and really its hard to understand what it means to care about someone or something.
As for the whole girl thing thats how I feel, I want someone who I care about and truly love, someone to have fun with is a friend, a girlfriend is a friend but oh so much more, theyre someone who might become ypur wife and youll be spending the rest of your life with them hopefully.
But thats just my outlook on things.
Anyone here play Dying Light on PC and able to tell me about the co-op experience? The Dying Light OT doesn't move at lightning speed like this one, unfortunately and I need something to convince me Techland has redeemed itself and I should buy it.
That's pretty much how I am. I don't want a girlfriend for the sake of having a girlfriend. If I meet someone that I enjoy spending time with and there's a mutual attraction, then hey, I'd love that. But, I'm not going to force myself to spend time with someone I don't like just for sex and appearances of having a girlfriend.
I don't need to be in a relationship to feel like a successful human being, like some people seem to.
I'm still stupid about this, but whatever it is, I really doubt there's anything short of thievery or murder that would make me think any differently of any of you guys.
I'd like to help more, but I'm kinda the opposite. I can't say much on not caring for people. That said, you don't need a girlfriend to be happy, and really, being happy is attractive.
S'fine. I don't care if people know anything about me. I wouldn't hint towards things I did. I treat it like a game because it makes things easier. Nothing worse than people walking on eggshells because it makes you feel like a freak.
Let me just tell you that a lot of people question themselves about what they care about and really its hard to understand what it means to care about someone or something.
As for the whole girl thing thats how I feel, I want someone who I care about and truly love, someone to have fun with is a friend, a girlfriend is a friend but oh so much more, theyre someone who might become ypur wife and youll be spending the rest of your life with them hopefully.
But thats just my outlook on things.
