For Halloween, I'm going with my little sister and her school to an Apple Orchard and then I will either visit some friends to watch horror movies or stay home and play Silent Hill 2 or 3.
I think I'll end up doing the former. I'm really numb after losing my turtle Wednesday. I just want to be left alone and I think I'll put a damper on things if I go sit with friends...
Most think hanging out will help me but I disagree. I've been spending time with family since this has happened and it honestly makes me feel more stressed and exhausted. I want some time to grieve so I can truly accept what's happened...