What your "friend" did to you was wrong and messed up. Hang in there, I hope something drastic happens at the last minute to keep you from the worst situation imaginable.
The thing that hurts the most about this, every time he was down I was there when he needed me.
When his girlfriend of seven years broke up with him... I was there letting him talk out his feelings to me.
When a member of his family passed, I was there to console him.
When he was plastered and couldn't go home, I let him sleep on my bed while I slept on the ground!
When he had surgery, mind you... This was when I was hurt and could barely move myself. I got up out of bed, got in my car, drove 30 minutes in pain, had to walk another 15 just to find his hospital room, just to let him know I was there for him.
And he does this to me....
This stab wound wasn't even the back, he drove that knife straight through my heart. That is how I know I have nobody.
That's fine, because pretty soon I will be nothing.