dmt is a clue to the question of what is life
shits found in a TON of organisms
More like its found in every possible incarnation of life.
dmt is a clue to the question of what is life
shits found in a TON of organisms
A few times a month is kinda a lot. I recommend stepping back and reevaluating this hobby.
Pretty much the same for me.I would love to try DMT but I haven't the foggiest idea where to get it.
I just don't have those kinds of social circles.
It's not considered smart to do DMT alone, correct?
Don't do this, nobody likes that guy who tells people how to live their life.
I said goddamn. LSD a few times a month!?!
I really miss psychodelic drugs man, but I honestly I had this phase when I thought I had woken up to another reality and felt like I had become dettached from the one we all live in and this lasted like a month. I couldnt sleep and I spent all day crying in bed. I felt like I couldnt feel emotions and my life was like a movie that I was just watching, without being able to participate in it or change anything in any way.
I think something like that happened to me. I compared it to being a fish in a fish bowl. You can see everything and everyone in the room but you're in your own tank with invisible walls and can't get out. I think that feeling probably lasted a few months, maybe years, but it seems to be gone now.
If you're down for a longer trip (than 15 minutes) you can legally purchase combos like Syrian Rue & Mimosa hostilis and make tea with DMT in it.
Finding out that other people had gone through a very similar experience is honestly part of what got me out of it. Realizing that it was a lie, something my brain was lying me about and how other people outlived the same tricks. I thought it was unique to me and that thought was the scariest part about it. Thought I was alone in finding out something no one else ever experienced before.
you know I distinctly remember two things about the couple times I tried it, beyond pretty much forgetting everything else:
1) having my eyes open or closed didnt make any difference in what I was seeing whatsoever
2) I saw a cat on the window of my room loose all of its skin, as if it was melting, and the background to this imagery turned completely purple, like a green screen but purple. Weirdest thing about it is that I had this weird sense of deja-vu during this imagery and after that I had a very similar situation with a cat losing its skin once when I was doing LSD.
cats losing skin all around me man, someday i'll find out what this all means.
edit: in a way ive always felt that when im dying, I will see this same cat and hear this strange, almost backwards-voices-like noise that I hear everytime he appears, and never know the truth about it. Me being convinced that this will happen on the moment of my death pretty much confirms that it will indeed happen, if that makes any sense.
I really miss psychodelic drugs man, but I honestly I had this phase when I thought I had woken up to another reality and felt like I had become dettached from the one we all live in and this lasted like a month. I couldnt sleep and I spent all day crying in bed. I felt like I couldnt feel emotions and my life was like a movie that I was just watching, without being able to participate in it or change anything in any way. It was harsh, my girlfriend at the time became an emotional mess because she couldnt understand what was happening to me and im really scared of going through that again. A real shame. Im jealous of everyone who never had a bad trip.
This thing/condition actually has a name, but I dont want to look it up ever again because im scared of reliving the memories too much and falling into it again. It's the kind of thing you just have to forget about it ever happened in order to outlive it. Read stuff online of people who lived like that for years.
I never thought drugs could take a hold of my brain and make me lose my ego and fuck me up like that, but I went overboard. This post slowly turned into a real downer, but yeah, heads up.
To those who have had bad trips, we're ALWAYS in the fish bowl. I haven't taken dmt but its something I've begun to realize in my spiritual journey and its funny because its exactly how I describe it to myself. A fishbowl. But it doesn't make me sad at all because its just myself realizing that everything around you really isn't. We're here but at the same time we're everywhere. It's just that during this life we spend here in this body, you are in this world.
I'll look up at the sky sometimes and think to myself that this is what it must feel like being in a fish tank and peering up at the surface. There's so much constantly going on around us that we can't see because It's all underneath what we are allowed to see in this form. I hope to try dmt one day but I have a feeling I'd be exploring up and out of the fishbowl because I already know it exists.
I'm glad you're in a better place now. Regarding how you felt, maybe you should look up "depersonalization". You description about seeing your live as a movie that you're watching, is a feeling many people describe the condition as.
I'm glad you're in a better place now. Regarding how you felt, maybe you should look up "depersonalization". You description about seeing your live as a movie that you're watching, is a feeling many people describe the condition as.
Yeah this is the condition I meant as the thing I didnt wanna look into again for fear of falling into it again. Name alone already spins my stomach a bit. The only "cure" is to forget that its happening to you cause once you start seeing life like that it never really goes away.. Kinda like the fishbowl thing above
Ummm, so he said he didn't even want to look up the term, and then you find it and tell him to look it up? Really?
I'm very, very interested in the logic behind this post. It's blowing my mind right now.
Not yet but when it finds me, I'll take the leap with open arms.
Good viewing material on Ayahuasca:
Tierra Vida
Shamans of the Amazon
The Jungle Prescription
Yeah this is the condition I meant as the thing I didnt wanna look into again for fear of falling into it again. Name alone already spins my stomach a bit. The only "cure" is to forget that its happening to you cause once you start seeing life like that it never really goes away.. Kinda like the fishbowl thing above
How exactly do people get their hands on DMT?
It seems to be an incredibly rare substance.
you know I distinctly remember two things about the couple times I tried it, beyond pretty much forgetting everything else:
1) having my eyes open or closed didnt make any difference in what I was seeing whatsoever
2) I saw a cat on the window of my room loose all of its skin, as if it was melting, and the background to this imagery turned completely purple, like a green screen but purple. Weirdest thing about it is that I had this weird sense of deja-vu during this imagery and after that I had a very similar situation with a cat losing its skin once when I was doing LSD.
cats losing skin all around me man, someday i'll find out what this all means.
edit: in a way ive always felt that when im dying, I will see this same cat and hear this strange, almost backwards-voices-like noise that I hear everytime he appears, and never know the truth about it. Me being convinced that this will happen on the moment of my death pretty much confirms that it will indeed happen, if that makes any sense.
I really miss psychodelic drugs man, but I honestly I had this phase when I thought I had woken up to another reality and felt like I had become dettached from the one we all live in and this lasted like a month. I couldnt sleep and I spent all day crying in bed. I felt like I couldnt feel emotions and my life was like a movie that I was just watching, without being able to participate in it or change anything in any way. It was harsh, my girlfriend at the time became an emotional mess because she couldnt understand what was happening to me and im really scared of going through that again. A real shame. Im jealous of everyone who never had a bad trip.
This thing/condition actually has a name, but I dont want to look it up ever again because im scared of reliving the memories too much and falling into it again. It's the kind of thing you just have to forget about it ever happened in order to outlive it. Read stuff online of people who lived like that for years.
I never thought drugs could take a hold of my brain and make me lose my ego and fuck me up like that, but I went overboard. This post slowly turned into a real downer, but yeah, heads up.
I think this thread has shown that a lot of people put way too much importance into what they see/feel when on psychedelics. You can have different personal interpretations of what the experience means to you, but it's not the truth. It's your brain fucking up because it's on weird chemicals it's not used to. If you take DMT and think you see god or think you see the plan for the life/the universe or whatever...that's just your conscious mind trying to interpret a short circuit. Can this be useful? Yeah, of course it can be useful, but don't misinterpret it's usefulness as some sort of absolute truth.
Honestly this viewpoint is just as bad as the one you are describing, the universe is a far more complex place than we give it credit most of the time and who's to say that you can't tap into other planes or forms of existence through means such as these. Just because I only see with my eyes in the visible spectrum of light doesn't mean that there are other forms of light beyond my vision (for example).
I have never tried DMT and I'm not saying you are wrong, just that we definitely do not understand this shit very well yet regardless of how we think we might and to say such statements only comes off as close minded to me.
Although you're viewpoint is likely correct in my opinion, I'm definitely open to other possibilities.
I think this thread has shown that a lot of people put way too much importance into what they see/feel when on psychedelics. You can have different personal interpretations of what the experience means to you, but it's not the truth. It's your brain fucking up because it's on weird chemicals it's not used to. If you take DMT and think you see god or think you see the plan for the life/the universe or whatever...that's just your conscious mind trying to interpret a short circuit. Can this be useful? Yeah, of course it can be useful, but don't misinterpret it's usefulness as some sort of absolute truth.
I want to meet the machine elves.
Who's to say that my dick isn't made of cheese mixed with a homeless guys chewed up and spit out cheerios mush? Maybe the aliens that communicate are from Cheerios land, and if I take the wicked DMT waterslide down into the earth into their lair made over penis icicles, maybe I can attain the fabled "purple dolphin glow" as my personal aura, changing my life forever and making me jesus christ.
Or I can just realize that the drug messes with parts of my brain that have to do with my senses.
Bzzz WRONG! if it were the brain fucking up then why would 2 people on it at the same time together see the exact same things? It's absolutely impossible for the 2 to have the exact same thoughts and feelings racing thru the "mind". I always say this and I'll say it here too. Science does not apply to the spiritual world.
I think this thread has shown that a lot of people put way too much importance into what they see/feel when on psychedelics. You can have different personal interpretations of what the experience means to you, but it's not the truth. It's your brain fucking up because it's on weird chemicals it's not used to. If you take DMT and think you see god or think you see the plan for the life/the universe or whatever...that's just your conscious mind trying to interpret a short circuit. Can this be useful? Yeah, of course it can be useful, but don't misinterpret it's usefulness as some sort of absolute truth.
Oh man, I apologize. After you're description, I immediately looked it up before reading the rest of your post.
So what you're saying is that if 2 people claim to see/feel the exact same thing, it must be true? Amazing fucking logic there.
So what you're saying is that if 2 people claim to see/feel the exact same thing, it must be true? Amazing fucking logic there.
BTW, you aren't allowed to call me "wrong: or contradict anything that I say, because when I was wacked out on acid a god that was made out of electricity running through ethernet cables told me that your "scientific" ideas like right and wrong are incorrect. He told me that one day on this website you'd try to debate me. Please stop trying to apply your ideas of right and wrong to the spirit world bro.