She thinks they went out there because she was sick, not because she made the bull-headed decision to take on Negan without understanding his power.
I don't see that as any real admission of guilt. If Maggie had actually realized that she grossly underestimated Negan, she wouldn't have been urging them to immediately commence warfare. Even Rick sees that they are outnumbered and outgunned. Maggie's regret is only that she fell ill, not that she pushed for conflict when she should not have.
Yeah sorry man but if you were handing in your English essay about this topic you wouldn't be getting full marks.
It's too bad that you don't see all these things happening already that you are looking for and that you are misunderstanding how pain and emotion can influence people or more specifically characters in this episode. I wish I could help you see what I see.
You say that even Rick sees that they are outgunned.
But Neegan had just took Rick to the brink. Rick was about to hurt his son. Rick's son is his motivation. Everything that Rick does is somehow connected to what he thinks is best for Carl. But Neegan was forcing him to choose to hurt his son to help others. Rick broke there and the entire episode was fantastically acted by Lincoln.
Man that scene was a true Abraham and Issac moment of faith and submission.
Also...
Rick's emotions will not be the same as Maggie's.
Maggie is kneeling there dealing with the death of her husband, the death of her friend and the guilt of feeling that she caused this whole situation.
Pain turns to rage much quicker than fear is able to.
I am curious about how many people that watched tonight's episode and wound up feeling horrible, angry and betrayed are feeling those things because that is what the director and writer wanted them to feel.
How many viewers are frustrated with this episode because they were left with a feeling that they didn't want or weren't prepared for?