Been looking for a job for a few months now, I'm finding it draining and depressing. I've polished my CV to near perfection, been on an employability course, and generally just tried really hard, and I didn't get any interviews at all.
Eventually I did get 2 interviews, at the same time, I prepared for them and was happy to finally be making some progress, only to find out they were a scam organization and they give everyone an interview (it's a long story).
Last week I got a new coach at the jobcentre. Everyone else had been really nice before that, but this new woman questioned me about literally everything as if she didn't believe me, talked down to me, looked at the amount of jobs I'd applied for (which was more than enough for the other coaches) and she looked me dead in the eye and said "Is that it?"
She did get me an interview for some work experience though, I went to the interview yesterday. It kinda threw me though because I thought I was ready for the interview, only to go in and them say "It's not really an interview, more like a casual chat". I saw someone else going for the interview as well, and he hadn't dressed smartly at all, so at least I know I put the effort in, I guess.
Sigh, I really hope I get this work experience, I need to feel like i'm making any progress at all. All I want is to get some money saved up so I can try going to University again, because my life is just a big fat nothing right now and I'm getting depressed.