I was let go from the second job in a row in may. Found out I have ADHD and realized that was probably causing the mistakes that lost me both jobs I have had within the last year, made a thread about it that briefly sums up my story.
http://www.neogaf.com/forum/showthread.php?t=1054238
I have been applying nearly every day, get a ton of rejection emails, some calls/emails, some phone interviews, and not a single fucking on-site interview, and I have been trying since May! The closest thing I had to one was a company scheduled an on-site interview for a day, then the day before it emailed me and said they would have to postpone because their office got busy. Then Monday rolls around (the interview was originally scheduled on the Friday before this) and tells me they can't move forward with me. I email them back and ask why and they said it's because they lost a Senior developer and have to fill that position. I honestly think that's a lie and they just figured I'm completely worthless, as it's true. I took a programming test for these people and sent it in, and it was quite an easy one!
I don't know what to do, I'm at the end of my rope here and haven't even gotten close to getting a new job. I look and see all these "Junior" jobs that want fucking 5 years of experience or some shit. I don't fucking have that and don't have the time to get that. I need a job now, not in 5 years.
I'm fucking worthless anyway. Almost every other day I'm crying just because everything feels so hopeless. I don't know what else to do. I'm worthless.