I did, yeah, but it's not as simple as just letting go and moving on. She was a huge part of my life and still is. As for destroying their family, the guy she's with now destroyed ours, so why should I show any sort of respect towards him? I know that sounds childish but...ugh, I don't know what I'm supposed to fudging do. On the one hand, I don't want to say anything out of respect for her and the family she loves but, on the other hand, I can't just keep these feelings bottled up. It's going to drive me insane. I've tried moving on - and I've had many chances to with several girls - but I just can't do it. In the end, it always comes back to her. Anna-Lily and her are the only two girls I want in my life.