Unless he faked his death...
Thrown a curve by an addiction, Ken Caminiti tries to resurrect his life after being high and inside
By DALE ROBERTSON
Copyright 2004 Houston Chronicle
Oct. 8, 2004, 11:19PM
Ken Caminiti, escored from the courtroom earlier this week, wrestled with alcoholism, steroid abuse and apparently, at least in his later years, a craving for crack cocaine.
Ken Caminiti walked this week, but he hardly left the judicial system a free man. The 1996 National League Most Valuable Player is now a convicted felon, and his frightful battle with the terrible addiction that made him so is far from won.
Four failed drug tests while he was on probation for cocaine possession cost Caminiti a chance to have his record purged. He won't have to serve any more hard time for the bust in question, anyway but he's saddled with a life sentence. Without parole.
A day before the Astros, the team for which Caminiti played twice, and the Atlanta Braves, the team with which he finished his fruitful major-league career, met in the NL playoffs, Caminiti, 41, stood humbled before a judge not far from Minute Maid Park and admitted he was failing in life after baseball as he never had failed on the diamond.
Over the course of 15 seasons, the hard-wired, combative Caminiti stroked 239 home runs, hit .272, won three Gold Gloves and was voted the best player in the NL in 1996, when he posted a .326 average while belting 40 home runs for San Diego.
From playoffs to demons
But he also wrestled with alcoholism, steroid abuse and apparently, at least in his later years, a craving for crack cocaine.
While injured, he left the Astros in late 2000 to enter a rehab program. And his arrest in a drug-littered southwest Houston motel room that led ultimately to the guilty plea Tuesday occurred 2 1/2 months after his final big-league at-bat for the Braves against the Astros in 2001, the previous time the teams squared off in the postseason.
Caminiti was a non-factor during that lopsided Atlanta sweep, going 0-for-2 in a pair of pinch-hit appearances. But when the Braves defeated the Astros in four games in 1999, the burly third baseman almost single-handedly kept Houston in contention. His three home runs and eight RBIs would be Astros playoff series records.
As the Astros return to Minute Maid and again try to make amends for nearly half a century worth of playoff futility much of it administered by the Braves Caminiti won't be at the park to cheer for his onetime running buddies Jeff Bagwell and Craig Biggio.
Bagwell and Biggio badly want to go where Caminiti once went as a Padre, the World Series. But they would not trade their demons for his.
"I can't tell you what Cammy's going through," Bagwell said, "because I haven't been there. But my thoughts and prayers are with him and his family. I feel for him, I really do. We were baseball players, but we were friends first and I'll always be thankful for that.
"It's sad to see ... it's hard. I think about him all the time. I hope the time will come when I can talk to him."
Not today or Sunday, though. Caminiti will be "out of town over the weekend," according to his close friend and agent, Rick Licht. John Moores, the Padres owner from Houston who grew close to Caminiti during the four seasons he spent with San Diego, had hoped to take him to the Astros-Braves game today.
Feeling his pain
"It must be hell. It must be horrible, just as tough as it gets," Moores said of Caminiti's struggles to escape the clutches of addiction. "I pray that Ken can get his act together because, if he does, he's going to have a lot of options open to him. Ken's the most competitive guy I know. ... He was a warrior on the field and, remember, he blew the whistle on steroids, that dirty little secret nobody wanted to talk about.
"There's no one in the Padres organization who doesn't respect the guy. A straight and sober Ken Caminiti would be more than welcome with the Padres."
Nonetheless, Moores knows he's not qualified to pronounce Caminiti well. So, contrary to reports, Caminiti doesn't have a job waiting for him with the Padres. He had served them as an instructor during 2004 spring training.
"(Bringing him back) on the heels of his having failed his drug program just wouldn't be the right thing for us to do," Moores said. "First, he needs to get in charge of his life in the same way he was in charge of his baseball career."
Biggio, finishing his 16th season with the Astros, and Caminiti broke into the majors together, completing their first full Astros seasons in 1989.
Bagwell came aboard two years later and, by 1994, the gifted young trio formed the nucleus of an Astros team on the verge of accomplishing great things.
But the strike ruined that promising season and put new owner Drayton McLane in such a financial bind that he dumped Caminiti's $4 million-plus salary.
He moved on to the Padres in a massive multi-player deal and, although he would enjoy his most productive seasons in San Diego in large part, he later admitted in an explosive Sports Illustrated interview, because of steroids things began to spin badly out of control there.
Caminiti returned to the Astros after the 1998 season, thinking a homecoming could have a stabilizing effect. It didn't. Eventually his wife left him, and he wound up living with a buddy. Fearing the worst, the Astros gave Caminiti his release in 2000, when he hit .303 but was limited to 208 at-bats by injuries.
Sadly, the worst was yet to come. And what happens next for him is difficult to predict despite an optimistic prognosis from Licht. Through the agent, he declined to comment for this story, in his own way conceding perhaps that words are cheap.
dale.robertson@chron.com