hey man i haven't seen you around in a whileMusic is the best. I find that my favourite art is often better described as a 'feeling', rather than an image, or story, or technical achievement. Music then has the potential to be a purer art form than the others, because it's void of the conceit of meaning.
I know you didn't ask me, but I'm listening to Arvo Pärt right now.
Can you expand upon what you mean by you didn't feel right up to a few hours ago?I've been smoking weed for over a year now, I smoke daily since a few weeks ago, just one joint at night before bed. So last night I smoked one and I got super high, it was my first time being this high, I went to bed and I couldn't move my body, I had to try really hard just to move an arm.. So this freaked me out, I didn't want to sleep because of fear of staying like this forever.
I managed to get up and went to the bathroom where my GF was, said I wasn't feeling right, she helped me but I started to get completely insane, my heart started to beat so fast, I was convinced I was going to die in a few more minutes. I never felt anything like this before so I thought I was having a heart attack, told my GF to call an ambulance. I spent the night at ER, they sedated me and I slept for a few hours, today I didn't feel "right" just up to a few hours ago.
So what the fuck happened? How come this time I got super high and had a panic attack?
Did I mention Ilaughed my ass off then cried that same night too? I don't know wtf happened to me.
I want to keep smoking but I'm afraid of going over this again. I'll never forget how I felt, still think I was close to being dead.
So you told them you smoked and were feeling freaked out/like you were dying and they were just like: fuck it let's put him under for a little?Yeah, I woke up today and I was still feeling a little high, but the "I'm so relaxed" kinda high, the high I get every night, plus I was still feeling dull because of the sedative. That lasted for a couple more hours after waking up.
I told them I smoked that night, and that I smoke daily.
Thanks for the responses guys. I'll give myself a few days to "reset" and then try again. I'll be prepared if I get super high again: gonna have my headphones ready, something to eat and I'll convince myself I won't die because of weed
I've been smoking weed for over a year now, I smoke daily since a few weeks ago, just one joint at night before bed. So last night I smoked one and I got super high, it was my first time being this high, I went to bed and I couldn't move my body, I had to try really hard just to move an arm.. So this freaked me out, I didn't want to sleep because of fear of staying like this forever.
I managed to get up and went to the bathroom where my GF was, said I wasn't feeling right, she helped me but I started to get completely insane, my heart started to beat so fast, I was convinced I was going to die in a few more minutes. I never felt anything like this before so I thought I was having a heart attack, told my GF to call an ambulance. I spent the night at ER, they sedated me and I slept for a few hours, today I didn't feel "right" just up to a few hours ago.
So what the fuck happened? How come this time I got super high and had a panic attack?
Did I mention Ilaughed my ass off then cried that same night too? I don't know wtf happened to me.
I want to keep smoking but I'm afraid of going over this again. I'll never forget how I felt, still think I was close to being dead.
James Jean has such a wonderfully distinct style
I scooped a copy out of a 3k run of his latest art book, XENOGRAPH and I am really excited to receive it when it ships in September!
Haze and Kush, I love it.
I really need to take a break or something. been smoking basically daily for the past couple years and the high just isn't the same. I want to get back to the point where I can smoke a j and just be toasty for a good while
Definitely do it, most people will tell you that even a two week break will dramatically lower your tolerance. If you can hold out for a month, even better.
Definitely do it, most people will tell you that even a two week break will dramatically lower your tolerance. If you can hold out for a month, even better.
Yessir!Best of both worlds, huh?
Baraka and Samsara are great visual filmsLooking for some great movies to watch stoned. Nothing too 'typical stoner flick', though. You guys have any suggestions?
Baraka and Samsara are great visual films
I've heard good things about The Fall, the one with Lee Pace, too.I've seen those already. Loved them.
I've heard Pan's Labyrinth is good, but I can't watch anything with subs when I'm stoned, lol.
Ever go to school high? It's a really bad idea. Though its kinda funny.
Looking for some great movies to watch stoned. Nothing too 'typical stoner flick', though. You guys have any suggestions?
The Void, Fear and Loathing and Speed Racer to name a few. These might not work as movies to watch high for you but for me they were quite enjoyable/interesting in that state.
I had a lot of fun watching it sober too for what that's worthI've seen the first two (I presume you're talking about 'Enter the Void'?), but haven't watched Speed Racer. Looks like it would be cool to watch high, though. All them pretty colours and shit.
I've been smoking weed for over a year now, I smoke daily since a few weeks ago, just one joint at night before bed. So last night I smoked one and I got super high, it was my first time being this high, I went to bed and I couldn't move my body, I had to try really hard just to move an arm.. So this freaked me out, I didn't want to sleep because of fear of staying like this forever.
I managed to get up and went to the bathroom where my GF was, said I wasn't feeling right, she helped me but I started to get completely insane, my heart started to beat so fast, I was convinced I was going to die in a few more minutes. I never felt anything like this before so I thought I was having a heart attack, told my GF to call an ambulance. I spent the night at ER, they sedated me and I slept for a few hours, today I didn't feel "right" just up to a few hours ago.
So what the fuck happened? How come this time I got super high and had a panic attack?
Did I mention Ilaughed my ass off then cried that same night too? I don't know wtf happened to me.
I want to keep smoking but I'm afraid of going over this again. I'll never forget how I felt, still think I was close to being dead.
it's rough thinking about taking even a week break (that probably isn't good mentally speaking) but I have to do something. Even a break from M-F and getting a little bag for the weekend would work right now as a first step forward.
on another note I went to a party with my girl the other night and had a bunch of 18-20 y/o smokers who complimented my rolling ability haha.
"did you use a roller on this?"
"no he rolled it"
"holy shit it's perfect"
I should've stood up and took a bow.
I'm in Washington this week, man I'm going to miss this . Least I'm going back to a state where it's legal, but these dispensaries down here make me jealous since there's no where to buy it in Alaska yet. Just so much variet, extracts, edibles, actually knowing what strain you're getting etc.
When my boy said he'd get me fucked up I didn't think he meant this fucked up. After popping a Molly and smoking a vaporizer he had me in hale nitrous oxide.
Reached a level I never thought possible.
Fuck yeah nitrous is dope as shit
I'm in Washington this week, man I'm going to miss this . Least I'm going back to a state where it's legal, but these dispensaries down here make me jealous since there's no where to buy it in Alaska yet. Just so much variet, extracts, edibles, actually knowing what strain you're getting etc.