sigh actually in another timeline I did. once upon a time, a couple of months ago I created a lame facebook account just to get to him. but I knew it'll be weird if I sent him a friend request and he saw that he would be the first and only friend on my account. so I spent a few weeks building my friend list up to decent number like 20. nobodys and somebodys and a few actual friends so it's not obvious that he was the sole purpose of the creation of my new account (which would be accurate). I eventually got him added and one slippery slope later I was stalking him on FB, IG, and Snapchat.
I know I sound crazy af right now.
at a certain point I had an epiphany and decided I shouldn't have that account because I made it for all the wrong reasons. that occurred to me I noticed I was starting to add more actual friends on it and I didn't want to carry it forward. so I emptied my FB account of all my friends and tried to get over it. I didn't. I was feeling real depressed one day and I knew that I wanted him to at least know how I felt. I was fully content with going all-in and letting the chips fall where they may. I was going to explain everything through a facebook instant message to him to have the seed planted. I did keep the account after all. it wasn't until when I went to go message him that I realized he had a private account and couldn't be messaged unless he was on my friend list. goddamn. I went through that entire circle jerk with nothing to show for it. afterwards I felt like it was sign from my past self to not do it.l
Facebook is the absolute worst for stalking. Pretty sure everyone has done Facebook stalking at one point so don't feel too bad.
I remember when I was in love with this sinister, manipulative, douche-bag pretty boy who was playing me like a harp. Despite telling myself I was going to leave him alone so many times it was only when I finally de-friended him on FB that I was truly free. It actually really f**ked me up at the time but it was finally over and he went away. He really did a number on me though :-(.
sigh actually in another timeline I did. once upon a time, a couple of months ago I created a lame facebook account just to get to him. but I knew it'll be weird if I sent him a friend request and he saw that he would be the first and only friend on my account. so I spent a few weeks building my friend list up to decent number like 20. nobodys and somebodys and a few actual friends so it's not obvious that he was the sole purpose of the creation of my new account (which would be accurate). I eventually got him added and one slippery slope later I was stalking him on FB, IG, and Snapchat.
I know I sound crazy af right now.
at a certain point I had an epiphany and decided I shouldn't have that account because I made it for all the wrong reasons. that occurred to me I noticed I was starting to add more actual friends on it and I didn't want to carry it forward. so I emptied my FB account of all my friends and tried to get over it. I didn't. I was feeling real depressed one day and I knew that I wanted him to at least know how I felt. I was fully content with going all-in and letting the chips fall where they may. I was going to explain everything through a facebook instant message to him to have the seed planted. I did keep the account after all. it wasn't until when I went to go message him that I realized he had a private account and couldn't be messaged unless he was on my friend list. goddamn. I went through that entire circle jerk with nothing to show for it. afterwards I felt like it was sign from my past self to not do it.
the worst he can say is "no", but I don't believe it's the worst that could come from it. especially in a school setting.
end journal lol
Facebook stalking is fine. It's just looking at pics ppl put up. It's fair game.
I forgot you are in Mississippi. It could be problematic depending on what type of school you go to. Maybe do it in person? That way if he says no and tries to start some drama, you can deny it.
I may or may not stalk my crush on Instagram, i dont do it that often probably like every 2 to 3 months.
I need to make a snapchat because she keeps on telling me that i need to get one but like non of my close friends really use it. So it would just kinda be my outer circle of friends so it would be a bit weird for me. But then again when ever i bring it up thinking about getting a snapchat to her i get this"OMG YES, your so funny you need to get one" so thats usually the other reason i feel like i should get one because it would make her happy also.
Also im going to the sxsw gaming expo today so that should be fun.
So my brother and i tried to go down to the gaming expo and park down there, holy shit it is busy there was literally no parking. So we are going to go earlier tomorrow or get dropped off.
That gif reminds me of this guy I was chatting with and then he linked his channel on xhamster/xtube/something like that. I did not end up meeting him.
That gif reminds me of this guy I was chatting with and then he linked his channel on xhamster/xtube/something like that. I did not end up meeting him.
That gif, duuuuude. That's some horrifying scene. Cartoon violence normally does not shock me but this is out of the ordinary. Another level of fucked up.
That gif, duuuuude. That's some horrifying scene. Cartoon violence normally does not shock me but this is out of the ordinary. Another level of fucked up.
I was in a political Hillary vs Bernie thread last night and came across this post of Angelus Errare and I said GOD DAMN. The dragging that went on was amazing.
Oh, I was wondering if the world really was that small.
I did a quick search and did find his channel if you're interested (uh, be warned it's niche). Actually a video of his popped up whilst a was perusing pornographic material earlier this week, and taking a second look at it I see why that gif reminded me of him. The dildo matches the egg. He's still super cute, but nah I can't get into that.
So I just started getting into Snapchat and was wondering if anyone wanted to swap usernames. It'd be nice to get to know some of you on a one to one basis!
Oh, I was wondering if the world really was that small.
I did a quick search and did find his channel if you're interested (uh, be warned it's niche). Actually a video of his popped up whilst a was perusing pornographic material earlier this week, and taking a second look at it I see why that gif reminded me of him. The dildo matches the egg. He's still super cute, but nah I can't get into that.
That gif reminds me of this guy I was chatting with and then he linked his channel on xhamster/xtube/something like that. I did not end up meeting him.
I could send you the channel link as well so that you can make your mind up as to whether the giant (and I do mean giant) dildos, the saline injections or the prolapsing was cause for me to feel that we weren't fully compatible.
Or to put it like Mostmanlyman; "Your too vanilla"
But I feel like I should stop talking about him, feels a bit unfair and catty. Especially since he was nice and kink shaming isn't a nice thing to do.
(oh, and before anyone remarks re: me linking his channel via pm. he was ok with me sharing the link when we spoke)
