I'm sorry, guys. I thought it was obvious that I'm joking. I was just voicing my personal preferences in an exaggerated way. I found Clive Owen to be hotter in Closer. I've never said that fem guys are bad people and aren't equal to everyone else. I'm just not attracted to them sexually.
I just like to joke around, and I'm truly sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings. I'm just not a serious person. Perhaps a forum isn't the best place for me since it can be hard to discern sarcasm when it's written. It's sad because I don't get to talk to other gays in real life.
As I said in OT7, I really wanted a place to talk, and whenever someone comes in here with a legitimate concern, I always respond to them kindly. If you guys are just talking about some show or video games, I don't see why I can't cyber flirt at the same time.
I'd also like to point out that no one ever sent me PM telling me that I had crossed a line. If you all really felt this way, why didn't anyone do that? If I felt someone had crossed a line, I would PM them and tell them about it. Instead, I just get a bunch of people telling me what a horrible person I am (I removed the posters names from these:
"You're such a loser, dude. Damn. Grow the fuck up, real quick."
This was said right after I told all of you that I hate myself.
"Glad the attention whore is gone. Was like HIV for the thread."
"...Pample was always dreadful but seemed to drift from sincerely dreadful to dreadful troll."
Those were said after I voluntarily banned myself.
As I've mentioned in the thread before, I'm not happy with myself, yet that didn't stop many from making these comments about me directly. I may make questionable jokes and be too sarcastic most of the time, but I have never been directly mean to another poster personally. My saying that I don't like fem guys is not at all on the same level as calling another poster a loser or comparing them to a disease.
I'm not happy with myself and these comments don't help. You guys don't get to have it both ways. If you guys want to act like you're a welcoming community don't post things like the posts I quoted above. Even when I post a joke video, people in here are cruel enough to dislike it on YouTube. As I said, I would never do that another poster. Do you know how hard it is for someone who looks like me to make that video? You guys don't know what it's like to be me.
As I said, I'm sorry if my sarcasm and joking was offensive to anyone. I don't believe my frivolity warranted some behavior I have received in turn. I've made friends with some of you, so I'll keep in touch with you guys through PM if you want.