Time doesn't heal wounds.Sorry if this is too sensitive. Can someone tell me what depression feels like? is it the feeling when a family member/friend dies but for longer periods?
I totally forgot Chester sang for Stone Temple Pilots.
Holy shit, he sounded AMAZING with them. He did the songs justice.
Hard Rock Live, full set:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yo0RLGxR3Iw
A little off topic, but I'm kind surprised that I've seen very little talk about this on my facebook feed. Usually when someone like this dies, my feed is nothing but post about that person. But today, little to nothing. Me and a couple friends are the only ones that posted about it. Kinda makes me angry. I wonder if people are embarrassed to admit they listen to Linkin Park. But I do have quite a few of the "Metal head bros" on FB. I may of not listened to them all that much as I grew up, but the first two albums were HUGE for me. I'll always like this band because of that.
you know. it was recent that I decided to pick up the reanimated album. When it first came out, I thought it ridiculous to release a remix album about the previous album. It was, actually, and still is to me. So I passed on the album. I picked it up recently, though. I gotta say, it felt like an ode to the past and what it was, and what isn't anymore. It was an odd trip, but for anyone who hasn't listened to it yet, now's not a bad time.
A little off topic, but I'm kind surprised that I've seen very little talk about this on my facebook feed. Usually when someone like this dies, my feed is nothing but post about that person. But today, little to nothing. Me and a couple friends are the only ones that posted about it. Kinda makes me angry. I wonder if people are embarrassed to admit they listen to Linkin Park. But I do have quite a few of the "Metal head bros" on FB. I may of not listened to them all that much as I grew up, but the first two albums were HUGE for me. I'll always like this band because of that.
I'm dancing with my demons
Im hanging off the edge
Storm clouds gather beneath me
Waves break above my head
Head-first hallucination
I wanna fall wide awake now
You tell me its alright
Tell me Im forgiven
Tonight
But nobody can save me now
Im holding up a light
Im chasing up the darkness inside
Cause nobody can save me
Stare into this illusion
For answers yet to come
I chose a false solution
But nobody proved me wrong
Head-first hallucination
I wanna fall wide awake
Watch the ground giving way now
You tell me its alright
Tell me Im forgiven
Tonight
But nobody can save me now
Im holding up a light
Im chasing up the darkness inside
Cause nobody can save me
Been searching somewhere out there
For whats been missing right here
Ive been searching somewhere out there
For whats been missing right here
I wanna fall wide awake now
So tell me its alright
Tell me Im forgiven
Tonight
If only I can save me now
Im holding on a light
Chasing up the darkness inside
And I dont wanna let you down
But only I can save me now
Been searching somewhere out there
For whats been missing right here
Sorry if this is too sensitive. Can someone tell me what depression feels like? is it the feeling when a family member/friend dies but for longer periods?
That's a pretty good description. I'm going through it right now.Debilitating apathy, emptiness, sadness, and hopelessness.
That's a pretty good description. I'm going through it right now.
That's a pretty good description. I'm going through it right now.
It's insane how Chester and Linkin Park have been there ever since I was a toddler, preteen, teenager, and now a recent college graduate. While I haven't listened to them since I started college to say that they haven't been a huge part of my life in getting through public schooling would be a straight up lie. Meme or not the band has been there for what seems forever to me.
I took for granted their presence in my life an essentially thought them and the band to be there forever or atleast retire in peace. Suicide is a painful loss and having it happen within Linkin Park and Chester who consistently tackled these darker/depressing but necessary themes just makes it worse.
Regardless of how his life ended, my personal memory of him will be his legendary voice serving as solace for turbulent times from both my past and perhaps the future. Rest in peace Chester.
Is it? I would have said it's more like being a black hole. But there are always different forms/stages of depression. If one has no trouble getting up or going somewhere, that's already not so bad.
I just put on A Thousand Suns.
Hearing his voice on the opening track brought some sadness. Now it happened again as I hear "when they come for me, come for me, I'll be gone."
I'm sad I never got to see any of the A Thousand Suns songs live.
One of my favorite songs ever. Fuck.
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go
Is it? I would have said it's more like being a black hole. But there are always different forms/stages of depression. If one has no trouble getting up or going somewhere, that's already not so bad.
Is it? I would have said it's more like being a black hole. But there are always different forms/stages of depression. If one has no trouble getting up or going somewhere, that's already not so bad.
Listening to "One More Light" posthumously is absolutely heartbreaking, given the circumstances. I'd never heard it until tonight.
yeah... I figured a lot of people didn't listen to that song before today. it was hands down the standout on the album for me.
if that was heartbreaking try giving the live version where it was dedicated to chris cornell and it's clear towards the end that chester was performing despite being heartbroken
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgwL14IDDJY
one minor positive for me is that more people will likely learn how great the song is as it's a great song and almost to fitting for today.
yeah... I figured a lot of people didn't listen to that song before today. it was hands down the standout on the album for me.
if that was heartbreaking try giving the live version where it was dedicated to chris cornell and it's clear towards the end that chester was performing despite being heartbroken
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgwL14IDDJY
one minor positive for me is that more people will likely learn how great the song is as it's a great song and almost to fitting for today.
One doesn't have to do anything, except to die at some point. If it's really bad, you certainly won't get up and will probably starve if you have no one who looks after you. If it's bad, you will at least wash yourself and buy food to avoid that. Working is already not so bad. When you are socializing, you are already doing pretty great (regardless of the circumstances).I suppose, but you still don't really see the point in doing those things. You just do them because you have to, or because everyone else is doing them, or because it's what you're used to doing.
That's what I mean with doing "not so bad". If you can be bothered to put on a face, that's already something.Nope, it's called putting on a face. You just do shit because you get use to doing it. It doesn't mean you are any better.