There's over 300 pages, don't feel like reading all them.
Did anyone ever bring up that when Space Child is giving you the options, Anderson (your friend) is shown choosing to destroy. The Illusive Man (your enemy) is choosing to Control the Reapers.
This itself might not mean much on its own but when you factor in that Control is the blue side and Destroy is the red side, it does.
A lot of decisions are color coded in Mass Effect. Why would your enemy choosing to control the Reapers (what you were fighting against Cerberus for the whole game) be symbolized as the Paragon option? Why would your friend choosing to destroy the Reapers (what you've been trying to do for three games) and all synthetics be symbolized as the Renegade option?
Again. Other than just a massive troll from BioWare, the only other possible explanation to this is that you are in fact, indoctrinated.
Notice Shepherd and his team was believed to be dead and then Hackett talks to you like he knows your alive. Hmmm.