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[HGStormy]

Anyone else got anything on this?

I'm basically the same way. I don't eat breakfast or lunch. One meal a day, usually.
I don't enjoy the sensation of hunger, nor am I trying to lose weight, I just don't really care to eat.

Not very healthy, though. Confessor should see a nutritionist and get a healthy diet going to lose weight safely.

 

[NeOak]

I think this is a confession worth reading:



Edit: I didn't initially comment on this because I was unsure what to say. Here is what I want to say: Go. Don't waste your time here, go and get your life together. Be happy, do what you want, with the people you wanna spend your time with. Your priority is you. Your mental and emotional health. Don't come back. Go and live your life and I hope you can be happy and satisfied in the future. I truly do.

Ended up posting a simple "Do it. Go. Be Happy" in the Mental Health OT.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

Right, so I've got a few more confessions in the confessional that I'll post over the next day or so. If you haven't seen yours yet, it'll hit soon.

That said, once these few are up, I'll be dry, sooooooooooooooooo....

If you feel the need to confess, either the benign or the morally repugnant, feel free to send it in. Saints and sinners, feel free to bare your burdens. Remember, Confessember runs until November 20th. We got time. Feel free to send some in any time between now and then. You don't have to keep everything bottled up inside.

 

[jasonng]

I too am trying to diet, but there is no way I've gone this far.

Look, you need to see a doctor, or a dietician/nutritionist. This is not healthy, and the longer it goes like this, the worse your insides will get. Hey, maybe I'm being a bit paranoid here and whatever you eat at dinner works for you, but I've always been under the impression it's better to eat smaller portions, but consistently versus one single meal.

Anyone else got anything on this?

Come on, man. You have to eat. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that your body is going to give up on you if you don't recharge it especially when you're working out.

 

[JC Sera]

I'm basically the same way. I don't eat breakfast or lunch. One meal a day, usually.
I don't enjoy the sensation of hunger, nor am I trying to lose weight, I just don't really care to eat.

Not very healthy, though. Confessor should see a nutritionist and get a healthy diet going to lose weight safely.

Same but mainly due to having a condition which I choke easily on everything and have been hospitalized for it. However being unable to eat food makes me frustrated.
Confessor should see maybe a counsellor or psychologist also, just to rule out its not the beginnings of an eating disorder.

 

[PKrockin]

I too am trying to diet, but there is no way I've gone this far.

Look, you need to see a doctor, or a dietician/nutritionist. This is not healthy, and the longer it goes like this, the worse your insides will get. Hey, maybe I'm being a bit paranoid here and whatever you eat at dinner works for you, but I've always been under the impression it's better to eat smaller portions, but consistently versus one single meal.

Anyone else got anything on this?

I recall from my intoductory nutrition class that any number of meals per day is fine as long as you're meeting your daily calorie goal. If he can't meet his calorie goals without feeling disgusted with himself at dinner he could try switching to eating more frequently. Personally I'm best off with 2 meals a day 12 hours apart. Any more and I tend to overeat, especially at work. Do what works for you.

I guess whether I should be concerned for him depends on what exactly what he means by a "certain amount".

 

[GRW810]

Surely just eating a load of fruit during the day rather then all-out starvation is a safer, more satisfying solution? There's something like seven calories in an apple. Throw an orange and a banana in there too. It'll fill your stomach somewhat with minimal calorie intake.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

Never knew this thread existed, not sure I can stomach hearing how PEOPLE really are. It's always been a thought that kind of scares me. That people really hide a lot of who they are from others. Sometimes I feel like, it's better to NOT know. Although in some cases, I think it sucks that people can't be open about who they are. That some people really suffer as a result of it.

Anyways, I'm listening to Twin Peaks soundtrack, and seeing you reply to the people sending in posts...is eerily perfect.

I now see NotTheGuyYouKill as:

This is going back pages, but I have no idea who this is.

 

[Nintendoga]

This is going back pages, but I have no idea who this is.

Ah! I can be useful!

Reverse Search Google says that's Dr Lawrence Jacoby of the show Twin Peaks. He's a psychiatrist

Spoiler

with an obsession for Hawaii.

 

[Juicy Bob]

You're doing a grand job, NotTheGuyYouKill.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

Ah! I can be useful!

Reverse Search Google says that's Dr Lawrence Jacoby of the show Twin Peaks. He's a psychiatrist

Spoiler

with an obsession for Hawaii.

I now understand this reference! Huzzah!

I need to check out the Twin Peaks soundtrack tho

 

[Amalthea]

To be honest I'm probably going to do that with my breasts too, once I'm hormones long enough to get them.

They'll get more erogenous before they increase in size anyway.

 

[-PXG-]

To the people trying to send me inside information and rumours: I am not Kotaku.

Gaming leaks? Post that shit if you haven't already.

 

[-PXG-]

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1uwqcHpanEd

Oscar worthy™

 

[n64coder]

What's the ratio of men to woman at these infamous GAF meetups?

I thought it would be a sausage fest but it was 50/50.

Spoiler

when it was only six of us, not that hard to do.

 

[Mully]

What's the ratio of men to woman at these infamous GAF meetups?

The official NYC meetups are exclusively men. The unofficial ones are mostly women. It's something I hope to change the next time I have free space to devote to planning an official meetup, but I know it has more to do with who shows up that scares certain GAFfers away than it has to do with what's planned.

 

[BGBW]

So... you're basically a sex offender.

Did someone just write the plot to the most recent exhibitionist doujin they read?

God, I need a girlfriend.

If you want to experience that scene you could just watch YuruYuri. No girlfriend required.

 

[Mistel]

They'll get more erogenous before they increase in size anyway.

That's good to know.

 

[Rapstah]

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1D0xzlgGlQf

I should just mod all of these into some game as collectible audio logs. You're amazing.

 

[Resilient]

As a long time reader of the confession threads, you're doin good work NotTheGuyYouKill. I just re-read Doozy, and holy shit, that shit is still insane to this day. May it never be topped, because that is the most god awful post of all time and I can't imagine anything worse.

 

[ConstructMe]

Link to that gaf post read out loud from ages ago (like years), it was classic??

 

[Azulsky]

I've admittedly cut very low on calories for my size but I have always made the decision to eat when I can tell it's affecting my ability to think straight, even if it puts me above my intended intake.

I understand the feeling though. You condition yourself to hate feeling full and you latch onto the hunger sensation as "this is how I have to feel to lose it", and once you see the scale receding you get happy but impatient at the same time so the behavior feeds back into itself.

It's also a matter of going from a state of not caring about appearance to one where you are completely obsessed. You tend to get very critical very fast.

Confessor, it's important to remember that you want to lose weight to improve your health and what you are doing is only hurting it. I hope you can get help from a nutritionist or come to an agreement with yourself to eat a minimum # of calories. The weight will come off.

 

[GeordieMark]

After reading some of these confessions there is no way on earth I'm ever going to a GAF meet-up.

 

[TheOGB]

I just spent like 3 hours reading through this thread with the same song playing the whole time. Now I'm gonna have a bunch of fucked up sex dreams and the only thing I'll hear the entire time will be "smoke good, eat good, live good."

 

[Juicy Bob]

I just spent like 3 hours reading through this thread with the same song playing the whole time. Now I'm gonna have a bunch of fucked up sex dreams and the only thing I'll hear the entire time will be "smoke good, eat good, live good."

And that's like the least-good song on that album.

 

[lewisgone]

If you want to meet a nice girl at a GAF meetup, maybe going on about it isn't the best way to stop them being sausage-fests. I know people are mostly joking but most female members are probably going to be a little more wary about going to meet ups if they think it's just going to be a bunch of guys hitting on them.

 

[Pickman]

If you want to meet a nice girl at a GAF meetup, maybe going on about it isn't the best way to stop them being sausage-fests. I know people are mostly joking but most female members are probably going to be a little more wary about going to meet ups if they think it's just going to be a bunch of guys hitting on them.

You may be grossly overestimating the social prowess of folks at a GAF meetup.

 

[MattyG]

As a long time reader of the confession threads, you're doin good work NotTheGuyYouKill. I just re-read Doozy, and holy shit, that shit is still insane to this day. May it never be topped, because that is the most god awful post of all time and I can't imagine anything worse.

I keep hearing about "Doozy". You're gonna have to link me this. I have a feeling there's no way it's going to live up to its reputaton at this point.

 

[kick51]

hope people are making throwaway email addresses

op isn't the most sane/trust-worthy person to be sending this shit too.

 

[CesspoolofHatred]

I keep hearing about "Doozy". You're gonna have to link me this. I have a feeling there's no way it's going to live up to its reputaton at this point.

Remember, you asked for this.

 

[Kid Ska]

Holy shit at the exexex-girlfriend's mom fucker. That's some god damn messed up shit.

edit: aaaaand I just read Doozy for the first time. Son of a bitch

 

[Altazor]

I keep hearing about "Doozy". You're gonna have to link me this. I have a feeling there's no way it's going to live up to its reputaton at this point.

It's a doozy

FAKE EDIT: aw, beaten.

 

[MattyG]

Remember, you asked for this.

Oh my. Oh... no. NO.

The worst part is that he didn't even feel bad about it. What a shitbag.

 

[Azulsky]

Oh my. Oh... no. NO.

The worst part is that he didn't even feel bad about it. What a shitbag.

Your avatar was my reaction

 

[Bii]

hope people are making throwaway email addresses

op isn't the most sane/trust-worthy person to be sending this shit too.

Go on...

 

[Qasiel]

Doozy sounds like a stereotypical villain. Honestly, read it in an English accent and you'll understand where I'm coming from (think Jeremy Irons or Benedict Cumberbatch).

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

My ex leaked a video of me masturbating onto the internet. He used a tool to record the screen when we used to talk on MSN. It's forever fucked up my ability to trust pretty much anyone. I haven't had a meaningful relationship since. I came across an entire page of pictures and videos of me on an amature porn website and got so freaked out I literally threw up and started bawling my eyes out. I contemplated pressing charges but didn't once I did some research and found out there isn't a law against what he did in my state. I'm also afraid that if I persue any sort of action or acknowledge it an any way that it will blow up and destroy my life. Not a day goes by where I don't have a moment of panic and fear about losing my job if this ever comes out. I feel as though my life is ruined.

There is no law against that!? That is absolutely shitty. I'm so sorry that this happened to you.

There must be something this person can do. Anybody have any idea?

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

I was a freshman at the University of Michigan when Scream 4 was filming in Ann Arbor. Long story short, I met one of the actors from the movie at a local nightclub where he fingered me. We made out and I blew him inside the employees ladies room. I have never told anyone, although a few of my coworkers probably had an idea. Also I was in a committed relationship at the time.

What a coincidence! Same thing happened to me!

...

Not really. Obviously wasn't that committed of a relationship. Was Scream 4 any good? I never watched it.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

I have a fetish, if you can call it that for periods.
Period sex is the hottest thing in the world, and the taboo nature only heightens the fun.

The first time I did it, we didn't have towels, her period apparently came on just close to when we were gonna bone. the hot wet warm feeling, magnified, it was glorious. free extra lubrication. Looking at my blood stained cock and her red inner thighs and the mess on the bed, was like a naughty sexy pride. Then it was time to go down.

Some women are not into it and that's fine, there's legitimate reasons, but I gotta admit, I don't think men who are freaked out by it are men at all.

OK, I'll admit it: I am not a man. I don't think I could do that. I'm gagging a little bit.

 

[NoctisVsStar]

NotTheGuyYouKill = words that kill * MGSV reference

Lol bringing the good stuff early bruh

Edit: so to the scream poster so you sucked off someone and had no remorse awesome! if you're bf was the one fucking an actress I doubt we would be having this conversation no?

 

[Magwik]

What a coincidence! Same thing happened to me!

...

Not really. Obviously wasn't that committed of a relationship. Was Scream 4 any good? I never watched it.

I forgot Scream 4 existed. I remember them making a big deal out of it filming not far from where I live. Going off of RT it seems pretty mixed.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

My first confession this year is that I still battle internally with racist thoughts. Multiple family members were very racist when I was growing up and it had left me extremely racist throughout high school and then college. After college and through my twenty's, I have become less so and more understanding via places like GAF. My views have shifted over time and I do not harbor the same resentment towards african americans that I did when I was a teenager. However, I still battle with feelings that sometimes Gaffers are thinking that whites should be punished in racially heated threads. This probably isn't their intent or their actual thoughts but it makes me incredibly angry and starts making me think racist things again. Deep down, I want equality and all people to be happy and live in a fair society where they don't have to worry about institutional racism.

I just get incredibly resentful when I feel like there are people that want the pendulum to swing the other direction for awhile just to punish whites for things their ancestors did. I can try to understand why people struggle and attempt to empathize, but I was not in that situation growing up. I had a good, loving family. We were not rich but neither were we poor. I feel like people want to punish me for things I didn't do and I had no part of just because I'm white and I'll admit, it scares me.

.

 

[Cuphead]

What a coincidence! Same thing happened to me!

...

Not really. Obviously wasn't that committed of a relationship. Was Scream 4 any good? I never watched it.

I liked Scream 4.

 

[Yado]

What a coincidence! Same thing happened to me!

...

Not really. Obviously wasn't that committed of a relationship. Was Scream 4 any good? I never watched it.

Was it Nico Tortorella??

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

post #78 inspired me to write this: I'm a guy in my mid-twenties and I have never ever masturbated.
I found out that this was weird while playing truth or dare in high school. I realized or assumed years later that I have very low testosterone levels.

needless to say I've never had sex either.. I'm not sure if I want to tho.

You've never jerked it? Even experimentally? Are you totally asexual? If you are, no big deal.

 

[NoctisVsStar]

To the racial poster
I doubt gaffers are advocating whites to be punished.. Gaffers just call out on the BS and injustice don't matter if you're white,yellow, black or brown. If you're really are about "equality" you shouldn't be having an internal struggle.

 

[dani_dc]

There is no law against that!? That is absolutely shitty. I'm so sorry that this happened to you.

There must be something this person can do. Anybody have any idea?

I can't even imagine how it would feel to come across such thing.

It's absolutely disgusting that anyone would take advantage of someone's trust like that. And its even more crazy that there are no laws against it.

I would advise consulting with a lawyer, even without specific laws against it, a lawyer might still be able to accuse him via other less direct laws.

Semi-confession: I have a phobia that one day I'll randomly stumble into video/pictures of someone I know in some porn site, partly why I went years not looking at porn and just stuck with hentai.

Just awhile ago I came across a video where I couldn't see the person face and got paranoid it was someone I knew and it really screwes up with my mind for awhile. Good thing I have therapy to help me through this situations.

 

[Ataxia]

What's a good anonymous email provider? I feel like I could confess something maybe.

 

[Magwik]

What's a good anonymous email provider? I feel like I could confess something maybe.

Just make some BS gmail account like blondie1265

 

[QuantumBro]

Just make some BS gmail account like blondie1265

You need your phone number to make a gmail.