Post a picture of yourself, if you dare...

Ok, I will.


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As you can see I am gay.
 
Bodybuilding/strength training/cardio is such a mindfull IE therapeutic action.

Especially when really using the mind>muscle approach.

Sculpting and strengthening your meat suit while simultaneously getting in a mindful state.
 
helloooo, confidence is especially low these days so i'll be posting this and getting the heck out


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helloooo, confidence is especially low these days so i'll be posting this and getting the heck out


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Wish (assuming) i had the "room" to consistently work out for the last 10 years.

The pictures I posted are from a 3 month on and off+ time spend at the gym. After the coming weekend I'll be on an extreme diet so as be on point for my operation.

You look great man. But i know that headspace all to well. Keep on keeping on ☆
 
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Last pic with friends from Dresden before they flew back and visit to Mexico City last weekend. Not sure who the goofs are in the suits that kept following me around though.
 
Younger I was never obsessed with getting "big" but stayed in shape by playing sports I loved. Hockey, tennis and swimming.

This Beefcake obsession has gotten worse with social media and has created a monster where as men we all have to show we are as big as Bane and Alpha as fuck.

When in reality it's just masked insecurity ❤️
 
Here I am about 15 minutes ago in a break from gaming.
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That scar in the middle is from my cancer operation when my colon was removed in 2018.
That left scar is from july last year when a metastasis was physically removed from my liver.
Up left is a Raphael TMNT tattoo that looks like shit because I had it at 17 years old.
Up right is a little Demon dummy on my heart. Also now loks like crap.

We are all beautiful in our own way and shouldn't shy away from showing ourselves :messenger_grinning:

Except me. Good Lord I'm sorry in advance I had to subject you to this.

My days of being an abdomen model are over.

EDIT: I did not post this to make you all feel uncomfortable. Even today the word " Cancer" is taboo and I understand this.

But I'm all good! Getting follow up scans since 2018. I got an All Star team of doctors looking after me.

I want NO PITY from that pic. I am a happy fucker and just wanted to post a different pic compared to all those beautiful young muscled up beefcakes 😁

Laughing at cancer is ok.
 
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Here I am about 15 minutes ago in a break from gaming.
j9asvCm.png


That scar in the middle is from my cancer operation when my colon was removed in 2018.
That left scar is from july last year when a metastasis was physically removed from my liver.
Up left is a Raphael TMNT tattoo that looks like shit because I had it at 17 years old.
Up right is a little Demon dummy on my heart. Also now loks like crap.

We are all beautiful in our own way and shouldn't shy away from showing ourselves :messenger_grinning:

Except me. Good Lord I'm sorry in advance I had to subject you to this.

My days of being an abdomen model are over.

EDIT: I did not post this to make you all feel uncomfortable. Even today the word " Cancer" is taboo and I understand this.

But I'm all good! Getting follow up scans since 2018. I got an All Star team of doctors looking after me.

I want NO PITY from that pic. I am a happy fucker and just wanted to post a different pic compared to all those beautiful young muscled up beefcakes 😁

Laughing at cancer is ok.

You're a braver man than myself Mr John Marston John Marston !!!

And holy moly you look so totally different from your last photo with the cap on. Like totally different in a good way!

You look Badass and I'm sorry you went through all that shit. Fuck it; You're a brave man posting that ❤
 
Just returned from my bi weekly time travel trip.

Almost died but hey it's a risky endeavor. I'm sure my cocaine intake saved my sorry ass.

Went to a nice club playing a great song until some fake ass German started some bullshit..

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Here I am about 15 minutes ago in a break from gaming.
j9asvCm.png


That scar in the middle is from my cancer operation when my colon was removed in 2018.
That left scar is from july last year when a metastasis was physically removed from my liver.
Up left is a Raphael TMNT tattoo that looks like shit because I had it at 17 years old.
Up right is a little Demon dummy on my heart. Also now loks like crap.

We are all beautiful in our own way and shouldn't shy away from showing ourselves :messenger_grinning:

Except me. Good Lord I'm sorry in advance I had to subject you to this.

My days of being an abdomen model are over.

EDIT: I did not post this to make you all feel uncomfortable. Even today the word " Cancer" is taboo and I understand this.

But I'm all good! Getting follow up scans since 2018. I got an All Star team of doctors looking after me.

I want NO PITY from that pic. I am a happy fucker and just wanted to post a different pic compared to all those beautiful young muscled up beefcakes 😁

Laughing at cancer is ok.
Bro you are a badass
 
Here I am about 15 minutes ago in a break from gaming.
j9asvCm.png


That scar in the middle is from my cancer operation when my colon was removed in 2018.
That left scar is from july last year when a metastasis was physically removed from my liver.
Up left is a Raphael TMNT tattoo that looks like shit because I had it at 17 years old.
Up right is a little Demon dummy on my heart. Also now loks like crap.

We are all beautiful in our own way and shouldn't shy away from showing ourselves :messenger_grinning:

Except me. Good Lord I'm sorry in advance I had to subject you to this.

My days of being an abdomen model are over.

EDIT: I did not post this to make you all feel uncomfortable. Even today the word " Cancer" is taboo and I understand this.

But I'm all good! Getting follow up scans since 2018. I got an All Star team of doctors looking after me.

I want NO PITY from that pic. I am a happy fucker and just wanted to post a different pic compared to all those beautiful young muscled up beefcakes 😁

Laughing at cancer is ok.

No pity here, you look immense with those scars. Real G shit. Glad cancer didn't get you, fuck cancer.
 
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