I took a god fest I could have been totally satisfied with and turned it into an abject debacle. Losing the stones
doesn't hurt as much as the shame. I can feel the shame actually. It's tangible. It's inside of me.
Don't feel so bad. I played magic: the gathering for many years (currently on something of a break)--sometimes I spent $100 on stuff I could genuinely throw straight into the garbage. Most everything in this game is never truly useless, somethings are better, sure, but there is always some value, somewhere.
I rolled four Mulans on the halloween REM--which I knew I shouldn't have even been rolling on in the first place.