Let me start off by saying that I appreciate everyone's replies. I honestly do.
I've been playing this game on a weekly basis for close to a year now, and I have never gone through a lull this long and this consistent. I'm not the best player in the world, but I think I'm pretty good, and I get thrown into so many games that feel unwinnable no matter what I do.
I've gone on this rant before, but I don't understand why the idea of putting teams of wildly varying skill levels together and expecting the person who's top ELO to either carry or get fucked is in any way defensible. The point of matchmaking is to play with people around your skill level, not to stomp a bunch of noobs one game and then get completely smashed the next game. Maybe a technical person can explain it to me, because I have a hard time believing that at any given time, there are not at least 9 people within 100-200 ELO of me queuing up.
I hit about 2,200 ELO recently on PS4, and ever since then it's been a nightmare. I'm down to 2,000 now and on two separate occasions yesterday, in the middle of a losing streak, I got put against people who were 3,000 ELO.
On top of that, both of those people were in a party, when my entire team was solo queued. This brings up another fun fact. On several occasions yesterday I was placed in games where enemy teams were queued 4-5 deep, or were made up of two separate groups of 3 and 2, while my team was just full of solo queuers. Again, I have a hard time believing that at any given time, there aren't enough people solo queuing that they just have to create these completely unbalanced teams.
Also, I'm done playing Fill. If I played Fill I would only ever play Guardian. I can't speak to the PC population, but on consoles, these people do not give one single solitary fuck about team composition. It was pretty bad on Xbox, it's even worse on PS4. I want to play the gods I want to play, not be pigeon holed into a certain role constantly. Plus, if I do bite the bullet and play Guardian, it's a complete crap shoot as to whether or not my team will ever actually follow up when I initiate. I can't count the number of times, just yesterday, when I plucked someone as Sobek, and in the moment Sobek stops to pluck someone, the entire team converged on me to kill me while the person I pluck walks away with no damage taken. I'm not 5 miles ahead of my team. They're all right there behind me. They just don't understand the basics of the game. It's partly why I don't pick Athena as much anymore because I'm tired of the only damage people take after a taunt being from my own 3.
Even my friends who queue up with me constantly comment on how bad the teammates I get are. It's a running joke at this point. As silly as this sounds, it feels way too consistent to be coincidence, and I'm beyond frustration. I can't remember the last time a game got me this heated. And I shouldn't feel like that over a game. It's a dumb thing to get mad at. So, because I want that new Nox skin, I'm going to do the Underworld quests. If things don't improve, I'm taking a break. Thankfully, Overwatch is on the horizon so I'll have a good multiplayer game to play when I get tired of Smite.
Sorry for all the whining recently. I'll dial it back now. I just needed to get that off my chest.
PS - I'm going to pre-emptively ask people to please save the "get gud and don't blame ur teammates" stuff. I already know.