There are animals that are better protected than my people.
Don't get me wrong, animals deserve love and protection, but it really saddens me that I will see many non blacks get mouth frothingly furious at a crime perpetrated on an animal, but these same people can barely muster a "meh" for a crime perpetrated on a black male that results in his death.
I think it's obvious that "thug" is now code for "nigger" judging by the way it's used by people these days.
With that said, I want to say to all the non blacks that are just as disgusted by the injustice going on, and feel powerless to do anything about it: welcome to our world, but also, by simply being empathetic to these issues, you are doing something. By being able to step outside of your own box of personal experience, and looking at someone else's experience, and instead of dismissing it, empathizing with them? That's not nothing.
Arguing with ignorant family and friends, even when you know they won't see your perspective is something. We aren't asking you to go out and protest, or fight for us, but if your empathy is that strong that it leads you down those roads, it's certainly appreciated, and more power to you. It certainly means a lot to me, personally.
The discussion about racism that blacks so desperately want to have isn't about guilting or shaming white people that have done nothing wrong. It's not about keeping a divide between us, but about raising awareness if a systemic problem that has been allowed to permeate our society at every level. We want to be heard and taken seriously, and not constantly dismissed and ignored, or told that we're probably being overly sensitive and looking too hard for things to be outraged about.
No amount of studies, charts, graphs, etc seem to be enough for a society that has simply allowed blacks to be devalued and dehumanized since the moment they set foot in this country. The reason why some people can watch a video of a black man being choked to death by a police officer, and feel it was completely justified is because they don't see black people as human to begin with. They don't even see us as an animal to be protected. We are savages. We are rabid. We are dangerous. So when one, ten, a hundred of us are killed, they see it as completely acceptable. We aren't worth saving or attempting to save, and the less of us there are, the better.
I'm too exhausted by constantly having to prove that I'm a human being; on my best behavior so as not to "scare the white folks," that I just can't get angry over this stuff any more. Just sadness. A deep, profound sadness. I honestly don't know why I even bother.