It's been a pretty good Summer, I think. I mean, there have been some serious emotional traumas, but let's overlook those for a minute and celebrate the ways in which we've grown and made serious improvements, right? Let's.
I mean look at me, I've lost some weight!
I've climbed mountains, I tended a garden!
and what an enlightening fruit it yielded!
I'm doing well. Real well. I even learned to drive, which is something I'd been held off from doing for years. I'm poised to graduate college within the coming year! I have a beautiful fiance!
And hey, would you look at that, I turned the big one! Twenty six! I've done a lot, and I've come a long way. The other day here in AnimeGAF I saw my first reaction to the end of The Big O compared to the second time around. I think it's safe to say I've made serious improvement in a comparatively short amount of time. Some people, though, insist that's not enough. There are those who would hurl some rather unsightly words about the decisions that brought me to this relatively better state.
Fine. Let us free Barrabas to the enraged throng, then.
CLANNAD: AFTER STORY, THE REST OF IT
Unmarked Spoilers for the series and its predecessor her follow!
I really don't want to do this.
"A bet is a bet" they said. The law is sacred, they said. The law is powerless to save you, but never to condemn you, and into the depths we plunge.
What more can I say to you than that? I don't know. So let me just bare to you the sheer awful of this anime.
First and foremost, it is important that you, the reader, understand the fundamental, inarguable truth:
Clannad After Story is worse than Clannad. Do not mistake this as a statement meaning that Clannad itself was any good, because it isn't, but After Story is
unbridled SHIT. THE BIGGEST SHIT. And those who tell you that After Story is good are either liars or have themselves been taken in the lie. It is the only possible explanation for this putrid, festering, massive, steaming turd.
And it IS a turd. Make no mistake there. We're talking a show where the first half of the series has NOTHING to do with the main characters and where the characters who DO feature in the first half AREN'T PRESENT FOR THE SECOND HALF IN ANY MEANINGFUL WAY. This is a show that devotes TWO FUCKING EPISODES TO A WOMAN BEATING OFF HER CAT. That builds the world's most unrepentantly stupid series of lies into a towering, blistering whirlwind of melodrama based around no one dating anyone when everyone thinks someone is dating someone else. And NOT. A. THING. in that first half has ANY bearing on the second half of the show. And I don't mean that in the sense that "Oh the second half is better" the second half is just fucking unrelated.
The second half sees Tomoya get a job and then George Bailey his way through a series of bummers, each more annoyingly contrived than the last. Let's tear into why all of that is a McFlurry of diarhettic shit, shall we?
1. THE WEDDING IS AN AFTERTHOUGHT. As in, the bulk of the episode is about Nagisa having a faux graduation ceremony everybody dressed up for. Not her marriage to Tomoya, even though their romance is the foundation of the titular family. Even though their relationship is supposed to be the driving force behind this ENTIRE SHOW. The wedding doesn't even get its own episode! You know what DOES?
MOTHERFUCKING FUUKO. WHO IS BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND. POPULAR BEING A WORD WHICH HERE MEANS NO FUCKING SOUL EVER ASKED FOR THIS SHIT PLEASE MAKE IT STOP.
2. THE MIRACULOUS CONCEPTION. Because for FUCK'S SAKE, they don't ever even kiss. They hold hands twice and just happen to have a babby. I mean, Nagisa CLAIMS babby was formed by sex, but frankly I don't believe for a second a couple so utterly afraid of sex they SLEEP UNDER SEPARATE BLANKETS ON SEPARATE MATTRESSES AND DO NOT ENTER THE BATH WHEN THE OTHER IS OCCUPYING could possibly spend enough time naked together to conceive a child. Especially since I swear to God Nagisa would cry even worse than she does during regular speech. And yes, the idea of these two wide eyed fucktards getting jiggy has been burned into my mind by a hateful God, so PLEASE ENJOY THAT IMAGE, TOO, FRIENDS. I could draw it for you, and I bet the picture wouldn't get me banned since Tomoya and Nagisa probably copulate fully clothed on opposite sides of a building.
3. WE LIVE IN THE MIDDLE AGES NOW, I GUESS. How else are we going to explain the incredibly shitacular portrayal of medical science in this show? Fucking Kotomi can prove the existence of shitty CGI universes (even though she can't do basic things like HEAR WHEN PEOPLE YELL AT HER), but medicine cannot identify the magic disease which afflicts Nagisa and later on her daughter? THEN HOW THE FUCK DID THEY EVEN KNOW THAT IT WAS THE SAME DISEASE THE SECOND TIME? I swear to God the doctor looks at the widefaced child, shudders in terror, realizes everybody in the building is a fucking mutant, says "I can't cure shit" and walks away as fast as he can. Probably gets himself to a better anime, like, I don't know, Garzey's Wing or something. Can I just talk about Garzey's Wing instead? No? FINE.
4. A TIME SKIP HAPPENS. Probably several. No explanation until well after the fact, too. One minute SHE DEAD BITCH the next minute OH THE BABY FIVE YEARS OLD NOW! Cuz, you know, FUCK YOU AND YOUR NEED TO KNOW SHIT. Turns out our shitacular protagonist is every bit as fucking awful a father as he was a husband! Oh, and by the way
5. OKAZAKI IS AN AWFUL HUMAN BEING. I mean let's look, shall we? Somehow knocks up a girl, and, when asked how he felt about it? "Oh I don't actually feel anything." Yeah you know who else doesn't feel anything about that kind of thing? Sociopaths. I mean for FUCKING OUT LOUD
GENDO FUCKING IKARI MANAGED TO BE EXCITED ABOUT HAVING A BABY AND OKAZAKI CAN'T. THINK ABOUT THAT. And then, AND THEN, this rat bastard doesn't even LOOK AT HIS SPAWN'S FACE FOR
FIVE FUCKING YEARS. Like holy shit. FIVE YEARS. He doesn't even know the kid's face. That's some Man in the Iron Mask fuckery. And did I mention the dude makes for just an awful father in general? Bends to his child's every whim, leaves her alone constantly, and invites his mistress the braindead starfish fuckwit over to cavort in front of his kid.
6. NOT, OF COURSE, THAT ANY RELATIONSHIPS HOLD MEANING IN THIS HELL. At one point Okazaki runs into Purple Whoeverthefuck, and she's like "OH WE WERE ALL SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU!" BITCH. WHERE WERE YOU. FOR FIVE. YEARS. When my friends are upset, WE TALK. RIGHT THEN. When my friends fuck up, I'm there. I'm talking. That's friendship. Friendship isn't abandoning your alleged friend to wallow in alcohol, misery, and cigarettes while other people raise his child. WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU PEOPLE. No, seriously, WHAT WAS THE POINT OF ALL THAT SHIT WITH KOTOMI BACK IN THE FIRST SEASON IF SHE DIDN'T TALK TO OKAZAKI AT ALL IN HIS WEAKEST HOUR? That ain't no rank 10 SLink there, people.
7. HEY DON'T FORGET THE ROBOT. Yeah the robot was Okazaki. And the girl was his kid. GET IT? IT'S DEEP. AND MEANINGFUL. AND TOTALLY RELATED TO THE PLOT.
I'm a fucking genius anime writer!
I don't even know what else there is. I reiterate here that all the complaints I had when I dropped it rang true well into the finale. Especially the women crying thing. Holy shit so much of that. But let's finish this on a spiritual note, shall we? Get a little religion in here to just cleanse our souls and lay our barren flesh to rest.
Once upon a time, in the Old Testament, there was this practice called Levirate Marriage. Under it, a man was required by the Law to take the wife of his brother and father children with her, should his brother die without heirs, so that his brother's line would continue legally, if not directly.
One such man called upon to perform this duty was named Onan. Onan's brother bit the big one, and God came to him and ordered him to uphold the Law. Onan was game, and lay with his brother's wife. Toward the end, however, Onan became disgusted that the woman and her children would not be his, and so he ejaculated outside of her.
This act, the act of ejaculating outside of a woman to prevent pregnancy, is known as Onanism.
Clannad After Story is Onanism in anime form. It fucks all the conceptual sisters in law it can before safely orgasming away from them. The ending to this show is something so amazingly infuriating that, were I the God of anime, I, like God, would have killed it for its sin. As it stands I cannot possibly understand how anyone, let alone people genuinely invested in the series' storyline, could like it after the absurd bullshit it pulls at the ending.
Okazaki is a terrible character who could not have possibly been written by someone who knew actual people, but his character DID develop. It was terrible, hamfisted, forced, contrived, and typically over the top character development, the type typically reserved for hentai rejects and women's romance novels, but it was still
something. I hated every second of it, but it still
was. And the ending throws all of that away in favor of what? Of some cookie cutter soft as moist as ending that lacks any of the alleged punch this series carries.
What were your tears for, oh fans of this forsaken piece of trash? What were your feelings about? How do you possibly not feel robbed by that ending? That ending that invalidated every single one of them. That ending which took everything your horrible, awful, fucking terrible series was supposed to be special for and threw it on the floor, before rolling in its bones like a dog in roadkill? How can anyone possibly defend this awful piece of trash?
DO NOT ANSWER. I don't want to know. It probably uses the same logic which conceived so much of this show, and believe you me I've had MORE than my fill of that insipid filth to last me a lifetime.
In conclusion:
Fuck Okazaki for being an awful protagonist.
Fuck Nagisa for being a wet blanket.
Fuck KEY for this horrible concept.
FUCK Rino Fuji for these hideous character designs.
FUCK every single person involved in this project.
FUCK watchbets, which have proven to be an utterly pointless waste of time.
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm probably going to go drink myself to death in the hopes that in Hell I won't remember this insidious colossus of idiocy that was foisted upon me.