I was very happy and thought I had everything at one point but now I've lost a few things (a good partner, purpose and a part of my personality has some what gone) but I am improving and fixing this by going into something I've always thought on doing and going the full way; joining the RAF and making a good life and getting those parts of myself back but more improved and being stronger. Sometimes fate has a way of giving you the tough lessons and experiences in life to help make you stronger and be prepared for anything so you can be more greatful when you get the things in life that make you feel complete.