Small update. I've started intermittent fasting, one or two days out the week. Go for 24 hours without food. Usually, I'll go from dinner to dinner. Sparked by my prediabetes and science. And a desire to not feel so chained to food.
I associate hunger with headaches, feeling like shit, migraines, irritability. I still have a BMI of 26 or 27. So, I wanted to try something new. And I hit a weight loss plateau, so I wanted to really try something new. And I lost 15 lbs but my HgA1c was still 6.
I'm still on a plan to drop another 30 lbs.
The science is that when you eat, every few hours, your insulin doesn't allow you to burn fat. Insulin goes up, converts sugar to fat, can never really burn the fat. When you fast, insulin goes down, you use up your glycogen in your liver and muscle, and hopefully, burn some fat.
Since prediabetes is becoming insulin resistant, lowering my insulin levels and glucose levels MAY cause me change my body. So, on monday and friday, I'll fast for 24 hours. I've done it 5 times. It wasn't bad. Got a little jittery but I suprisingly didn't have any other the things I was worried about. At the end of 24 hours, you are hungry but not in a way that makes you want to murder someone. So, I feel like I'm working on my willpower. 4 weeks ago, I would have laughed at the idea of going so long without food. Now, I know I can do it.
Two, I broke thru the 220 barrier and dropped 3-4 lbs. I've done it while working and I've even lifted weights while fasting. No real change. I lowered how much exercise I did; lessened the sets I was doing. Exercise usually causes the hunger to go away. Weird.
I get real hungry before working out, thinking about it. But during and after working out, my hunger goes down.
Other theories that lead me to this is how humans were not eating 3 meals a day 1000 years ago. So, if they could survive, so can I. From an evolutionary standpoint, it makes no sense for humans to survive for 20000 not eating 3 meals a day to where we are. Also, *tin foil hat on*, there's something in the food. Fuck what y'all say, it's killing us slowly.
Not to say I'm encouraging people to do it but I figured I should talk about it. My Muslim brothers fast once a year, for a month straight. So, why can't I?
It's been enlightening. I'm down with it going forward, even if I decide to modify it over time. Maybe 24 hours is too optimistic but 16 hour fasts are more sustainable for a life long process? I don't know. I'm in uncharted territory. My family dynamic was that food was great and a great way for the family to come together. And when my mom was actually on food stamps and we got government cheese, you actually had to 'clean your plate' or other people in the family would suffer from being wasteful. Now, I don't have to worry about that, luckily but the habits remain. The habit to finish 'all of your food' no matter what you actually feel or desire.
It's a complex issue and I see spiritual elements within it. How much does one man need from the Earth?
Either way, wish me luck in my process to drop a kid (30 lbs is a small child). I'm fuckin excited to lose more weight and get to the point where I can be healthy and reach 90 years old and be still full of life. Run with my future grandkids and drop knowledge. I don't want some bum ass coon spitting hotep bullshit. I want to be 70, clowning people, like, 'That's some bullshit ass respectability politics and I can't stand that shit!'