Easter is supposed to be better than this.
My early memories of Easter revolve around everyone getting Easter clothes. Dudes used to get a lot. I was uninterested in looking sharp. Still am. I've used a ton of excuses why i don't need to be
'shiny' but it justs revolve around my middle school friends loving nice clothes and them picking on me. I was indifferent and our family was still not rich.
Looking back, my mom was stacking chips to move out of south west Philly to Jersey. Everyone was surprised when we moved and she bought two new cars but we were young and dumb. But it stuck with me and i still rarely but clothes.
But the memories stick.
At one point, i thought it was more manly to not be into clothes. But that was just a cover for my true beliefs.
My true beliefs, i like nice clothes but never developed an eye for good style. I have to force it or spend a lot at Macy's get a good look. Since i don't value it, I'd rather go to Marshall's. You can find decent brand name clothes there (or Ross) but you have to hunt and be willing to wait. And it's for cheap, so that speaks to my cheap side. But I'm not cheap with alcohol, food, restaurants or vacations. So it's more of my value system. Will buy cars used and clothes cheap but i love experiences or ways to connect to people.
Just figured i would talk about Easter and how i remember it.