blugbox is inspiring the fuck out of me, goddamn
This is the fuel that keeps me burning. Thank you very much. It is amazing what we can do when we decide to actually make a change in our lives.
Wow I cannot even lose that much in a month.
You can, you just haven't buckled down and done it. I haven't been here long, but even back to the beginning of this thread, I've seen you destroy your own chances before you even start. Nobody else is going to do it for you, and no amount of advice can stop YOU from putting too much of the wrong stuff in your mouth. The only reason I'm being a little harsh is because there is nothing more to it than simply making it happen.
I'm a gamer, so I tend to look at things in that sort of light to make things like this easier. The way I see it, I am a mech suit pilot. The "real" me is my consciousness, my brain. This body is nothing more than a series of inputs and outputs for "me" to interact with the outside world.
Now that I have this mindset established, which is actually pretty accurate, I make life a video game from there. If I have been given this biomechanical mech suit, and it's the only one I will ever have, then I want it to be as badass as possible. I want to tune it and mod it until it is a fine honed machine.
I look at diet and exercise the same way. You don't become a high level character in a game without the grind. You just put in the time and work, and the rest will happen in turn.