Chittagong
Gold Member
I am starting to wonder if I should make December a GAF only month to see if it relieves any stress.
Strange to think that a video game forum could provide so much stress but I think it might be part of the issue. It's almost embarrassing, really.
Give it a go. I was surprised how much the community I participate in affects my overall mood. When you first join, you get hooked on the good stuff, and then the hostility and toxicity sort of silently creeps up on you. Eventually when posting, you can only think about whether what you are about to post will give people grounds to gang up on you. It's like being bullied in the school, you will eventually be afraid to open your mouth.
I really vividly remember laughing so hard at some stupid joke here for the first time since my return, sitting at my desk in the office. It struck me - "wow, I haven't done that ever in this office, where I've been in three years now."