I have a few stories to share, there's more but these will do.
1. Back then, my mother loved amusement parks and we went on this one ride where it's shaped like a giant pirate ship that goes forward and backward in the air. The one that goes around at 180 degrees more or less. We sat next to each other on one end of the ship...just the two of us while everyone else chose to sit on the other side. That day, or at least for that particular ride wasn't full house. I wasn't as brave as my mother and while we were waiting for the ride to start, I turned to look backwards and then forward again. Across from and in front of me was a woman looking right at me smiling. I thought to myself, when did she get here and I didn't even hear her. She sat with her legs crossed and her hands resting on her lap. The ride started up and this woman and I just continued to look at each other during the whole ride as she was still smiling. During the ride my mother kept trying to get me to put my hands in the air but as I've said before, I wasn't as brave as her. At some point I remember my mother asking what was I staring at but I couldn't answer because of that tickly feeling in my stomach. When the ride ended and we were getting out of the ship, I turned around to see if the woman was coming behind me since our exit was closest. But she was gone. And I looked more intently and longer to see if she was heading to the other exit but I never found her. After catching up with my mother who was already way ahead of me, I asked her why did she ask what I was looking at during the ride and proceeded to tell her there was a woman sitting across from me. She told me there wasn't any woman or anybody there, just us two and all the other people on the other side.
2. When I was at a vocational school living there temporarily, I had a racist experience. I've dealt with prejudice and a bit of racism before in my life, but this particular experience was something I've never felt before. It left me feeling like I was lower than dirt, that I didn't matter, I was worthless...just too many negative emotions all at once that I immediately became depressed in that moment just walking around aimlessly. I had my head down low just slowly walking and staring at the floor but had this supernatural nudge to just look up and when I did, I saw the same woman from the amusement park ride walking towards me on the other side and looking and smiling at me. I smiled back and kept walking and then stopped when I noticed an immediate mood change. How I went from feeling unloved and uncared for to feeling the most loved, happy and at peace. Again, I tried to find this woman but she was no where to be found.
3. My mother was/is very special to me, so when she got ill it didn't bother me to quit my job and eventually terminate myself from school so I could take care of her full-time. As time went on, it got hard because it sucks to see someone you love in pain and suffering and there's nothing you can do to take it away and make it better. Then it was revealed that she was dying and that hurt a lot. I remember seeing her in the hospital often, mostly everyday if not everyday. One time she awoke from her coma and I told her that I loved her, even though I had been telling her that while she was in her coma. When my family left the hospital she was up but an emergency happened and everything just went downhill fast. So the family came together and I made the call to take her off of life support. It's funny how something she mentioned so many years ago came into existence. I knew, everyone knew that she made it very clear that if there was nothing else the doctors could do, then don't keep her alive. She didn't ever want to live like that. I've tried spending so much time preparing for this moment but the truth is I was never prepared. But I understand that death is a part of life and that is how the world works...at least for now. My family and I left the hospital and I was the last one behind all of them dragging behind. I kept thinking to myself, there's no coming back here anymore because she's no longer here and I just lost my mother and my best friend and how different life would be. I was so lost and deep in my thoughts that I literally started to feel heavy. My feet, my legs, my chest, it was getting hard to breathe and I thought maybe this is good because I can die right here and join her, as I didn't want to be left alone without her. But then I saw a flash of bright light out of the left hand corner of my peripheral vision. Everything from that point on went in slow motion or so it seemed to me like I was almost frozen in time in that moment. I saw a white butterfly flutter across my eyes really close and then as the butterfly started to go out of my peripheral vision on my right side, I watched as the butterfly fluttered towards the sky and eventually disappeared in the moon. I sat there staring at the night sky and the moon until my sibling came looking for me asking me what am I doing let's go. Again, I noticed a complete change in my mood and I felt happy and tranquil. I know my mother wouldn't want me to be so sad and I believe in my heart she was allowed that moment to cheer me up and let me know she's happy and fine where she is and she wants me to be too. I actually enjoyed the rain that evening even more...oh how fitting.
A quick history of me: I have known of supernatural happenings since I was a child and having the close bond with my mother revealed that she too had/has this strong spiritual connection. One time I saw her talking to someone who I couldn't see. I've since put the pieces together that these experiences are most likely angels who enjoy talking to those who are spiritually attuned and/or even guardians of us. They look like everyday people, you see them like you would any other person in your life but to everyone else, they won't be seen. Some people on this earth have spiritual gifts, and there are many. My mother could actually see spirits and even detect whether they meant harm or were harmless. Once she told me she saw the spirit of a woman murdered in one of the houses we were living at and said I walked right through her when coming down the stairs.
This world is more than meets the eye. If only you knew, you would see the world and the life in it and beyond for what it really is. When you seek the truth, the truth will find you. When you seek lies, deception will find you. Isn't it odd? The truth is stranger than fiction. How can fiction be so believable but the truth be so unbelievable? Topsy-turvy (What's right is wrong and what's wrong is right), up and down, day and night, black and white....