I don't know if I can keep playing this for now...I got it at release, and I played up through to Chapter 9, but this past few days I ended up getting really sick, which isn't the game's fault, but I was so sick that I was at the point that I was just having really trippy dreams and such. I had played so much Death Stranding, and was using Zip lines in the mountain area of the central region so much, that while I was sick, it was like invading my dreams to an uncomfortable extent. My mind was literally taking the pain and nausea I felt, and representing them as packages that I was trying to unload them in different regions. It was messed up. After that though, I just don't even know if I wanna look at the game anymore. At the same time, I just kinda want it to end.
I'm starting to feel similarly to this game that I ended up feeling about The Phantom Pain...Kojima should not do open world games, because what starts as kinda fun, becomes very repetitive busy work to the point where the fun seems to disappear completely for me. Up to Chapter 9 so far, I still don't even know how I feel about the story. I don't know if I'm supposed to be reading more to understand the lore of the world, but I don't want to do friggin' reading. What sucks though is at this point in the game, I still don't really know what event the Death Stranding was other than an event that led to the world the way it is. I also understand Higgs is a scumbag, but I don't like it when I don't understand a villain's motivation this far into a game.