the whole kidney failing thing. I have a whole team bruv.
doctor, nurses, nutritionist, social worker etc
the social worker is always on my case "are you depressed blah blah blah?"
and I'm like "I'm too busy to be depressed"
well, I'm only going to school half time in the summer and so I have more time to think about things and it's taking a toll. I got a real negative feeling creeping in, like I've gone from ironic semi-joking nihilism to random full on fuck everything nihilism and it isn't cool
a nasty side effect is that I'm randomly mean to people. I was never this way before the divorce and kidney failure.
You seriously are like, the busiest dude I know btw
But I'm glad you're looking into it, everyone should talk to a mental health professional every so often, like you talk to your PCP every year ya know?