I am going through a weird phase where I feel anxiety when I think of working out.... to the point that I am starting to not want to go, sort of, kind of....don't get me wrong, I am not losing motivation or anything, I want to keep getting better but mentally/emotionally, I am not feeling as good as I used to when I was a lot more ignorant.....
lots of stupid, mental shit in my mind. For example "If I deload, I am failure"... today is legs at least, which supposedly is my element but I get a headache if I think about taking a video of my squats and seeing half reps again....don't know.. I guess I lack maturity on this and need to check the ego at the door, like you guys say.
I have nothing against that but then I think " You're such a pussy, a quiter".... so I am just annoying myself with those kind of thoughts.
...it'll get better I guess.