nice pics FE and Bchamba looking great both
and late but Congrats to Szu and Mdsfx, for Cake and Medal respectively.
I went to take the medical check-up.... nothing in the urine but way too high bloodpressure, this is a check-up to apply for an insurance and the doctor said "I will have to lie here, otherwise you'll have a problem but please reschedule an appointment to take more tests and see if it was a one-time occurrence or we have to take care of it".... -_- ...
she asked "are you under stress?"....I smirked and thought "you've got no fucking idea".
No use going off-topic here but suffice it to say, I've never had so much uncertainity regarding my future than in the last 2 months and counting. I have 4 months til my german permit expires and it seems like things will work out for a renewal but it's still not very clear. I am right in the middle of the process and apparently it has taken its toll on me... I had never had high blood pressure in my life til now.
after sending today's documents, I will try to get into the mindset "I've done all I could, now fuck off everything and please let me be" but I've been saying that for the last 2 months and there's always some alarming thing that requires immediate action on my part otherwise I feel like I am commiting some terrible crime.
sometimes I wish I were one of those syrian refugees, I'd have food, shelter and health right there without further questions.
so Fitgaf, please do me a favor and learn from my mistakes: NEVER change residency to a different country because you fell in love with some asshole, not worth it in my opinion.
sorry for the rant... I am thinking out loud here. but I am done