I still haven't found a bodytype I feel comfortable with.
I like mass and size but going that way can easily get me in dadbod territory, specially at my age. on the other hand, I can see the appeal of a low body fat, but I look like shit, like E.T. with a huge head and thin arms/legs. All that for a sixpack no one sees unless I am at the beach or pool (sometimes not even once a year). Not worth it.
one problem I have is that I am a thin, compact guy so my genetics are always telling me "dude, your place in the aesthetic world is in the 10% BF with abs and schredded, if you think you'll look like a beast (in the good sense) you're rowing against the current, sorry pal".
at least if I were a bit chunky, with big bones and more natural "from birth" mass, I'd had an easier time achieving that appearance, but oh well.
that being said, I feel very well in my body, it's just hard to find my place regarding aesthetics, it's always been.