GAF, I really respect you guys. Whopped by Molly and desperately need some advice.

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Katherine before OP's texts her:

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Katherine after OP has finished:

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RIP Katherine
 
It is so rare that Lionel story time is needed so early in a thread and for an OP.

I've honestly tried 3 times to read all of those texts. You share way too much OP. You don't respect GAF's time that's for damn sure.
 
This is all one really weird look into someone's life and in such depth. Anyways:


1) You should probably listen to everything Katherine has to say.
2) Shit man, calm the fuck down and quit doing drugs.
3) You should REALLY listen to Katherine and go see someone.
4) You speak of changing yourself but you change stance on being optimistic suddenly and refuse to seek help.
5) You like thinking out loud and boring the bejeesus out of an unwilling audience much like I and many others do. Try not to do that and remember to thank your victims afterwards.
 
It is so rare that Lionel story time is needed so early in a thread and for an OP.

I've honestly tried 3 times to read all of those texts. You share way too much OP. You don't respect GAF's time that's for damn sure.

Honestly I think dear Kat's time is the one so sorely undervalued in this whole thing.
 
OP, you already know what's wrong in your life. Why do you need you confirmation from GAF? from GAF really??!!!

Btw, how did you post so many phone screens? I even couldn't finish reading them.
 
I don't understand why people keep messaging someone they rather not. Just pull out the damn battery. "Whoops, sorry man, guess the phone died!"
no, I don't feel bad, sometimes listening to my friend's girl woes is tiresome...
 
OP, fuck your long ass text messages. Why couldn't you write paragraphs of bullshit instead? Much faster to skip through that.
 
I read all of it. You're asking us to make sense of a rant you had while high. From your garbled description it sounds like you had a bad trip, flipped out because you couldn't force your friend to have as much fun as you, let your buzzed guitar playing and a few pop songs get you down (seriously, who hates Message in a Bottle? That's my jam in GH 2), and then bared your soul to a friend who was alternatively trying to distract you from your self-destructive train of thought with idle chatter, and trying to drop some real advice that you can't self medicate and self diagnose when you have substance abuse and mental health problems.

If you want my advice, I'd say listen to your friend. Your existential crisis is not really worth dwelling upon compared to your mental and physical health.
 
I read the majority of what you had written and have made several conclusions. (Normally, I have an exceptionally low tolerance for pseudointellectualism, but I made an exception.)

Avoid the MDMA (or whatever else is your drug of choice), as it seems to turn you into a pseudointellectual or "beat poet", or I don't know what the hell describes what it is you are doing. It may be permanently changing your brain chemistry and/or structure. Get a diary if you have to.

Avoid the crowds that cause you relapse into behaviors that you want to avoid; make new friends if necessary.

Take Katherine's advice and see a psychologist and/or psychiatrist. Make sure you get an adequate amount of sleep.

Be respectful of your friends' wishes, and avoid excessive quoting of song lyrics.

Once you've brought yourself to a stable place (mentally and emotionally), work on doing better in college, or take some time off; there's no point going if you won't (or can't) put in the effort.

That's it.
 
I feel like I tell this to people all the time: You're not as smart as you think you are, especially when you're on drugs. There are a great number of people before you who have noticed how novel an invention the toilet is. I'm not even trying to insult you, I just think you should give the common man a little more credit.
That wasn't even about how the toilet is a novel invention. I said the design of any toilet is art to me.

Jesus Christ if I was Katherine I would've said some naughty words to you a long time ago. At least put your multiple short texts into one long text. Her phone must have buzzed about 15 times whilst you spammed it. Poor girl.
That's how we text. She has my phone buzzing all day.

I gotta be honest, I burst out laughing when OP wrote, "why did John Lennon have to die".
The songs linked were Beautiful Boy and Grow Old With Me. They picked me back up a bit, but they always remind me how sad it is that he died while finally looking forward to so much.

I ain't gonna read that shit. I just scrolled through the text messages and saw constant low battery bars.
Note to self: if I ever do anything like this again, make sure phone is fully charged.
Note to self: never do anything like this again.

I dunno, dude. You say you respect us but then you dump that massive-ass OP on us.

Best of luck with everything.
YOU GUYS MADE ME LIKE THIS

Dude pops some molly and thinks he can see the Matrix.
Oh no, I've had pretty much all those thoughts for a loooong time.

Do you not see the conflict here?
But the advice James was giving applied perfectly to him and me, even though he was directing it at someone else.
 
This thread has achieved transcendence. Was that the OP's intent, all along? Is he, in fact, the Immanuel Kant of our day?

Ponder these questions, my friends, and you will gain the proper enlightenment.
 
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