Feeling my relationship with weed is becoming a love hate one. Love it but whenever I smoke I feel I lack willpower to do productive stuff, like work I need to do. I really wish I could be a productive smoker, and wish I could train myself to be one, but right now I don't think its happening. Everytime I smoke my attitude just becomes one of "fuck it". Who cares if I got work to do? Got shit to sort out? Fuck it im high lets enjoy this!
Going to see if I can do just smoking at night after work is done, or just detoxing for a while. Been at uni the whole term smoking daily, got easter holidays right now and just doing the same thing.
Also anyone else sometimes prefer the stage that comes about 2 hours after smoking a joint? its like this stage where you're not really high anymore but your not completely sober. its this really great limbo stage.