Update time. (Sorry, I couldn't record it)
I'm going to sum this up because I'm falling asleep so fucking hard right now.
She comes in, we go straight to the bedroom, I take her panties off and.. just kidding.
We talked about it.
I said I knew what's going on and she accepted it, she did a mistake and asked for my forgiveness.
I initially told her that I made a decision no matter what.
She cried a lot. Told me she would do anything to fix her shit up. Go to therapy, cut the two guys completely of her life, anything.
Yeah... no. Not this time. I don't want to leave it up to chance. Not anymore. I'm done suffering. We both are. She said she will not be able to handle it. She wants to stay with me. I said I can't do that, asked her to just leave. After like an hour of this back and forth we end up saying goodbye at my doorstep and my entire family comes from the Mall or some shit and they see her crying, it was bad. She said goodbye to everybody and then she just... left. She asked for a last hug and I didn't want to give her, so I feel kinda shitty about it. My mom asked me what happened "I don't want to see her suffer, why was she crying?", I didn't even said a word to her. And now I'm typing this.
That is all.