Thats the thing, these aren't isolated reactions, obviously I'm not everyone's cup of tea. Yeah, I'm not 6 feet tall, and yeah I'm not musclebear, and yeah I don't have abs, but the reactions are so common, happening on all apps, that I seriously think it's me. That there's absolutely something gross about me, my face, my body, that's causing this.
Where's there smoke there's fire, no?
At this point I'd be grateful for a polite, "no thank you, there's isn't a physical attraction". For the record, that's what I do. But to be outright ignored, like I'm not even worth a 5 second response, that my headless torso is great, but my face causes such disgust, provokes such a cold non response.
The funny thing is, that when I go out, when I did go out to bars, it'd be the same thing. But at least I had a gin and tonic to brace the pain.
Anyways, I apologize for my recent posts, and venting. I'm sure you're all eager to move to other topics. I just needed to share.