6 months. Things started to get weird before I had to go away for appendicitis surgery 2 weeks ago. He seemed......pensive when I told him about it. But then I came back and we talked normally for one day before he suddenly disappeared and this weird shit happened.
It's been a week though and if I hadn't contacted him, he probably wouldn't have contacted me either. I really have lost all hope that I'll ever get him back as a friend.
The thing is, I just want a good friend. But now I can't even have that.
I feel like a part of me dies every time I lose a friend because of my sexuality. I care a lot about him as a friend and I believed that he does too so why does this shit has to happen? :/
A new Youtuber has confirmed his club membership. Joey Graceffa came out in this music video for his song, which sounds decidedly like Youtube pop, if that's a genre. I found the video/song to be meh-ok with some cute and sad highlights. On a different note, I thought the kiss at the end (the part begins around 3:07) was surprisingly attractive. He posted a more direct "coming out" video after that. He's one of the bigger Youtube personalities, so I thought it was worth sharing, even if it was speculated for years.
EDIT: Heh...I forgot that he has a gaming channel, too. Small chance he's a GAF lurker?If so, hi Joey! Congrats!
Hi GayGAF, I can please vent?
So my friend just had a gay panic. I haven't seen him in weeks and when I called him up to see if he's okay, he hang up on me and then made a vague reference about how he's been busy at work.
And today he promised to meet up but then he just didn't come and didn't even bother to tell me about it. When I asked him about why he didn't even tell me he couldn't make it, he said that he didn't know what I expected of him but he can't provide it.
WHAT THE FUCK?!
WHAT THE FUCK?!
WHAT THE FUCK?!
I swear on my grandpa's grave that never have I once made a move on him. In fact, he's the one who occasionally made a "suck my dick" and "fuck me" comment out of context, which weirded me out so I usually just didn't say anything in response when he said that.
But now this. WTF?! He's the one who's been avoiding me. He's the one who hang up on me when I tried to call him up ONCE. What kind of shit is that? Why would you hang up on someone who's checking up on you to see if you're okay? I just want my friend back not this awkward shit but now I'm not even sure if I want to deal with his gay panic issues. It's really shitty though because it's hard to find friends and except for this sudden chain of events, he's usually cool about gay people.
That video was surprisingly cute and creative. The song is meh but good on Joey. However, he is friends with Shane Dawson which is unfortunate.
I hate when you see someone you really like in public transport, you suddenly exchange looks, you know he has some interest and then you're too much of a coward to do anything about it.
Yes it happened this morning on commute.
It's so cute ;_;
I've made lingering eye contact with quite a few hot guys on holiday. Of course nothing actually happened or anything, but it's damn good to feel desirable for a change.
also I found a "video" on my computer that me and my ex made. That was interesting to see
Your criticism is valid though. Any refutation for your claim would be silly, since you would be addressing the person and not the claim, a fallacy - ad hominem.
You're spot on, it doesn't matter if your addicted to a mobile card game. Though we may question your credibility.
The issue though is lumping them all up in a group. The two legal recreational drugs we're all familiar with, alcohol and nicotine (tobacco specifically) have completely different dangers with the former having a relatively small delta between active dose and overdose while the latter is almost impossible to OD on, but very harmful in the long run and incredibly addictive.
They have big advantages though with alcohol breaking social barriers all over the world and despite being very dangerous opiums are also some of the best pain relievers known and used in hospitals.
Health wise being happy certainly has health benefits of its own.
I'm not advocating any specific drug use (certainly not meth or heroin), but a more nuanced look than all illegal drugs being bad (and weed, e and alcohol being perfectly safe if you use them right on the other hand). Like Ebeneezer they must never be abusedTop of the charts during drug awareness week
I swear on my grandpa's grave that never have I once made a move on him. In fact, he's the one who occasionally made a "suck my dick" and "fuck me" comment out of context, which weirded me out so I usually just didn't say anything in response when he said that.
But now this. WTF?! He's the one who's been avoiding me. He's the one who hang up on me when I tried to call him up ONCE. What kind of shit is that? Why would you hang up on someone who's checking up on you to see if you're okay? I just want my friend back not this awkward shit but now I'm not even sure if I want to deal with his gay panic issues. It's really shitty though because it's hard to find friends and except for this sudden chain of events, he's usually cool about gay people.
I did, deleted it when he dumped me though. Didn't realize the file was still on my computerUpload to xtube.
You're always saying something nice, HH, so thank you. I'm far from perfect ;OYou like vidya games that's why.
You have a really good taste in games, you're extremely handsome, and you're very cute.
You're sooo perfect!! :3
Looking good so stick with the smileWent out with a gf to get my mind off stuff: a pitcher of sangria later I felt a smile.
oh no
Pantheon always brings out the thirst in this thread.
You're always saying something nice, HH, so thank you. I'm far from perfect ;O
don't get scabies kids.
It's not fun.
0/10 do Not google. Not safe for anyone
don't get scabies kids.
It's not fun.
I bought a PS3 because of 3D Dot Game Heroes <3Best game published by From Software to date.
I got as far as 'oil myself up' and suddenly got, er, distracted.LOL. It's not as bad as the horror gallery would make you presume.
I had to oil myself up with some lotion. I'm glowing tbh
*Sigh, proceeds to delete Grindr*
*Sigh, proceeds to delete Grindr*
I was talking about shit like this on a previous page. Just from talking to people I know it doesn't seem like this kind of off the rails shit is that uncommon. How did these apps even get this popular? Is it specifically designed for 10/10 white dudes or what exactly? Maybe I'm just jaded. I'm sorry you even had to deal with that.
this is embarrasing lmaoo*Sigh, proceeds to delete Grindr*
The face model, Luciano Costa, is gay tooSo I'm finally playing Mass Effect three and holy shit, Kaiden Alenko is videogaming's best boyfriend.If you exclude Visual Novels, obviously.
I was talking about shit like this on a previous page. Just from talking to people I know it doesn't seem like this kind of off the rails shit is that uncommon. How did these apps even get this popular? Is it specifically designed for 10/10 white dudes or what exactly? Maybe I'm just jaded. I'm sorry you even had to deal with that.
...oh my.The face model, Luciano Costa, is gay too
*Sigh, proceeds to delete Grindr*
I seriously cannot believe people like that exist. Makes me really sad tbh.
What's funny is that I live in a rather diverse area. Like 25% of the population is Asian so he's probably hard pressed sending nasty messages to a 1/4 of Grindr lmao.
*Sigh, proceeds to delete Grindr*
Yas.
Yas.
Yas.
The hell?Yas.
So I'm finally playing Mass Effect three and holy shit, Kaiden Alenko is videogaming's best boyfriend.If you exclude Visual Novels, obviously.
It's so cute ;_;
Being on Tumblr while listening to music is strangely relaxing. It keeps my mind off of a lot of stuff.