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Linkin Park singer Chester Bennington has committed suicide

ElfArmy177

Member
I'm fucking torn up.. this guys lyrics and vocals got me through so much.. this hurts more than any celebrity death because I feel like I grew up with these guys, like they were a friend who I called every now and then to get me through something...
 

HStallion

Now what's the next step in your master plan?
A lot people forget LP was one of those rare rock bands to successfully attract and maintain a diverse fandom. It wasn't just music for white people. Everyone was into LP. It's like a universal language.

Yeah it was always impressive to me how diverse LP shows could be back in the day.
 

midramble

Pizza, Bourbon, and Thanos
LP and Robin Williams were both sympathetic bastions during my darkest moments.

Makes sense those that suffer would be the best at expressing.

I hope Tom Waits isn't hurting. He was another go to of mine.
 

Demoskinos

Member
LP and Robin Williams were both sympathetic bastions during my darkest moments.

Makes sense those that suffer would be the best at expressing.

I hope Tom Waits isn't hurting. He was another go to of mine.

Yeah, I think Robin was the last celeb death to really shock me to this level. :(
 

wisdom0wl

Member
RIP. I don't listen to them like I used to when I first started getting into music, but I still go back and listen to them every now and then. Thanks for everything.
 

SteveO409

Did you know Halo invented the FPS?
Sorry if this is too sensitive. Can someone tell me what depression feels like? is it the feeling when a family member/friend dies but for longer periods?
 
I'm fucking torn up.. this guys lyrics and vocals got me through so much.. this hurts more than any celebrity death because I feel like I grew up with these guys, like they were a friend who I called every now and then to get me through something...

Yeah same. It honestly feels like losing a friend. Never had a celebrity death feel like this
 

Mikey Jr.

Member
Fuck man, Linkin Park was my youth. I loved the first 3 cd's. Feel out with them after that, but I'll never forget LP.

Shit....

Rest In Peace Chester.
 
I'm fucking torn up.. this guys lyrics and vocals got me through so much.. this hurts more than any celebrity death because I feel like I grew up with these guys, like they were a friend who I called every now and then to get me through something...

Same here. I still remember all of Hybrid Theory clearly as it came out in the fall of 2000, my first year of high school. Definitely an adjustment period at the time. New school new responsibilities, lots of pressure from being bullied, grades, etc etc.

But LP was there and was one of the powerful voices that distracted me from the bullshit.
 

jb1234

Member
Sorry if this is too sensitive. Can someone tell me what depression feels like? is it the feeling when a family member/friend dies but for longer periods?

Crushing, agonizing sadness. And often, numbness, like you can't feel anything at all. And it warps your self-image, makes you feel like a piece of shit that no one cares about. It's hell.
 
Sorry if this is too sensitive. Can someone tell me what depression feels like? is it the feeling when a family member/friend dies but for longer periods?

It's different for everybody, but for me it's like I can't picture a future that isn't awful. Like you're just in this constant state of emotional pain that feels pretty similar to heartbreak and you can't see yourself ever escaping it. The emotional pain is one of the harder parts to explain because it doesn't always come from one root cause.
 

Wamb0wneD

Member
Just listened to the "Its easier to run" lyrics... god damn.

"It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb.
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone."

Depression is so fucking awful, glad i have it under control at the moment most of the time.

Hybrid Theory and Meteora were some really awsome stuff.
 

Garlador

Member
Sorry if this is too sensitive. Can someone tell me what depression feels like? is it the feeling when a family member/friend dies but for longer periods?

Not entirely. I couldn't properly describe it as I've never truly experienced it - even wikipedia would do better than I would - but from those that I know who suffer from it, it's an uncontrollable sadness you just can't escape from, no matter what. You can't "fix" it. You can't just "be happy". You can't blunt-force your way to feeling better. As an analogy, it's like a cloud over you that blocks out your sun, just out of reach, and no matter what the cloud stays there, darkening your life. It's not just "sadness", and often it's married to feelings of insignificance, worthlessness, despair, and hopelessness.

The thing is... it's not really in your control. And so many people misunderstand depression and assume you can just wake up one day with a positive attitude and it'll all be okay. Or that if you overcome depression you can easily do so again. It's a legitimate health disorder and it needs proper treatment, proper help.

And that's why it's important if you know someone with depression or signs of depression that you take steps to help them. Too many people I know put on a happy face for the sake of the world, but that doesn't help get to the root of the problem. They need professional help, and we need to do what we can for friends and family to support them through this.
 

joker3782

Neo Member
Chesters singing voice got me through the teenage years. In fact I'd say it's helping get me through these current years.

Whenever I feel down, Linkin Park helps me get through the day. Out of all the recent celebrity deaths, this one is really getting to me. I'm tearing up as I type this.

RIP
 
NOOOO! :(

this is so heartbreaking. I loved listening to Linkin park as a teen and still do from time to time. We've lost a really talented person that put his soul into the music :(
 
Sorry if this is too sensitive. Can someone tell me what depression feels like? is it the feeling when a family member/friend dies but for longer periods?

depression's different for everyone. for me, at its worst it's this all-encompassing numbness combined with feelings of worthlessness and despair. even at its best it's just this cloud in the background, like how garlador describes it

and if my support networks were any weaker it probably would've killed me last year
 

Kemal86

Member
After today's news, Geoff Rickley of the post-hardcore band Thursday posted some very powerful words about why so many artists commit suicide:

https://twitter.com/geoffrickly/status/888118463863980034


"I have friends who are adult stars and we discuss what, exactly, we will do when we've sold the last drops of our youth. We can't retire on our earnings. Your youth, itself, becomes the commodity of yours that other people sell...If you're very lucky, you last long enough to wave goodbye to your youth, and a lot of your career, in the process."
 

Demoskinos

Member
Not entirely. I couldn't properly describe it as I've never truly experienced it - even wikipedia would do better than I would - but from those that I know who suffer from it, it's an uncontrollable sadness you just can't escape from, no matter what. You can't "fix" it. You can't just "be happy". You can't blunt-force your way to feeling better. As an analogy, it's like a cloud over you that blocks out your sun, just out of reach, and no matter what the cloud stays there, darkening your life. It's not just "sadness", and often it's married to feelings of insignificance, worthlessness, despair, and hopelessness.

The thing is... it's not really in your control. And so many people misunderstand depression and assume you can just wake up one day with a positive attitude and it'll all be okay. Or that if you overcome depression you can easily do so again. It's a legitimate health disorder and it needs proper treatment, proper help.

And that's why it's important if you know someone with depression or signs of depression that you take steps to help them. Too many people I know put on a happy face for the sake of the world, but that doesn't help get to the root of the problem. They need professional help, and we need to do what we can for friends and family to support them through this.

Yes. I wish more people understood this. Its so frustrating. Sometimes you'll feel like shit and the logical part of your brain will sit there and tell you all the reasons you shouldn't feel like this but its not that easy. Its not something that you can just shrug off like that. Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain that causes you to have irrational thoughts and emotions. And more people need to realize this.
 
damn he was quite talented of a singer.

And leaving your 6 kids? geez.

Holy shit. What. I was just watching a video of him singing about soup a day or two ago. Their first two albums were pretty impactful to me at that time. Leaving 6 kids though...

RIP

Leaving 6 kids to a single mother is a terrible thing to do

6 Kids

Sigh....no excuse with that...

...so sad.

RIP, must have been rough

I know. It's almost as though mental illness is a real thing right?

fuck these posts
 
Sorry if this is too sensitive. Can someone tell me what depression feels like? is it the feeling when a family member/friend dies but for longer periods?

You feel like a piece of shit who no-one likes and is to blame for everything and anything positive makes you feel guilty or makes you feel anxious about change or having to do anything that isn't shutting yourself away.

It's awful because it inherently makes you feel stupid for being depressed in the first place.

But its different for everyone.
 
The thing is... it's not really in your control. And so many people misunderstand depression and assume you can just wake up one day with a positive attitude and it'll all be okay. Or that if you overcome depression you can easily do so again. It's a legitimate health disorder and it needs proper treatment, proper help.

And that's why it's important if you know someone with depression or signs of depression that you take steps to help them. Too many people I know put on a happy face for the sake of the world, but that doesn't help get to the root of the problem. They need professional help, and we need to do what we can for friends and family to support them through this.

This is extreamly true. I went and got help a while ago, and made a bunch of changes to better myself. And they're working! I went back to school, and I'm actually doing pretty good with it, I opened up to friends that I know care about me and cut out the people in my life that were toxic, I started working out and eating better. I'm in a much better place in life then I was, and I feel like I should be happy, but I'm not. I'm still depressed, and I'm still fighting it. It still eats at me everyday, and while I've gotten better at talking about it, I'm so frustrated that I'm not happy with myself, that I've gone back to hiding it.

I don't know, depression sucks.
 

ozhenson

Member
NOOOOOO NO NO fuck

I'm not taking this news too well :(




Stay strong friend. Things will turn for the better as long as you keep going at it.

I really appreciate the sentiment! I'm just gonna make sure I hug everyone I love a little extra tight tonight.
 
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